I HOPE THAT EVERYBODY READS THIS

[surfnemokid]

dude, i hope she is upset, and to be honest, i really dont care anymore what she feels. she hurt the mess out of me and i really dont know why she thinks so much of what i say anymore. HAHA...do you know how many nights i spent trying to hold my breath and feel no more emotion. every night fot the last three weeks i have spent crying, and falling

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[1_starry_night]

i think we all understand that u were hurt, and noone is saying otherwise*just wanted u to know that:)*...u may feel like u may never love again, but it takes time to pick up the pieces of the heart that was broken, and even longer to find a way to put them back to the way it was before...i dont think ur changing, i think ur just figuring out the easiest way to pick up the pieces and tahts acting opposite the way u usually act to others...dont worry, ull find ur way
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[surfnemokid]

hey thanks a bunch...it really is taking a long time and its really pissing me off...but i'll be allright when my hands get warm, and once the blood starts flowing again.

[1_starry_night]

dont u think that maybe your anger IS wats cutting off the circulation?....

[sunset_ruby]

Don't worry. We don't really expect you to be the same loving David you used to be. We just miss him lots. He was a cool dude. And you can so be loving again. Think of the bigger picture. Your way or thinking right now is way too condensed. This is high school. You've got sooooo much ahead of ya. ;)

Shire Olympics 2004 baby...

[surfnemokid]

hey thank you too...i havent been myself the past couple of days. and i have been saying things that i really dont mean, but my advice is...disregard everything i say when im drunk. or better yet, just slap me...i bet you'll have fun doing that. but not nearlly as much fun im gonna have when i kick your ass at the Shire Olympics 04...thats right.

haha just joking...well not about beating you...