Oi! I need clever people to come up with clever costume ideas for me and my team. I have officially taken over the captain position for halloween since theresa won't be here and cj doesn't want to since a.) the undertaker's ball (the barnight we always go to for halloween as a team) is friday night and we have a meet the next sat and b.) because we ( Read more... )

so.. since my last update ( Read more... )

ookaay. I think I'm ultra sensitive due to the fact that I KNOW my period is on its way but, dude, it really sucks. I pushed Hoffy away because I felt bad for making him late to practice cuz he took me to the docs and then wally world to fill my perscription (which should've taken maybe an hour, tops but turned out taking about 2). He stayed over ( Read more... )

all i can say is blah.... more might come later

so, chris took me out to dinner (red lobster) and told me price doesn't matter (AHH!). It was a real dinner date, something I hadn't been on since senior yr of hs. Crazy. So, we talked a whole lot and the boy really likes me. He even admitted to me that he had a crush on me when he first saw me when he went to wing night with all of us on his ( Read more... )

dude... there is so much to say and i have so little energy to type it all out ( Read more... )

So... this week has been different in a good way ( Read more... )

I'm not one to look for reasons for why i act such a way, i tend to think it's just me cuz it's how i've always been and stuff. But, today in my psych class, we discussed borderline personality disorder and the three neurotic trends. So, at first I noticed that I definitely have a psychological disorder when it comes to the neurosis. I behave in ( Read more... )

TK35MML: maybe ya made some mistake and agravated some ppl but they will get past it if they are ur friends and if they dont then u didnt want them in ur life anway everyone goes through spurts where things go bad or that u get confused and make decisions that in retrospect u prob shouldnt have but ya gotta have faith in urslef and in the ppl who ( Read more... )

i need someone to talk to... i'm not trying to draw attention or fucking take advantage of people. i'm just lost and searching for myself and it fucking sucks.

i do shit and i don't know how to make things better... but then again, i enjoy ruining my life, so, hey, it's all good. fuckin a. i just want to hide.