OK, so wow. This has been one hell of a crazy few days ( Read more... )

I find out if I get into the University of Hawaii's Graduate Program in Infectious Tropical Diseases in T-minus 23 days.
Oh. My. Holy. Jesus.

Sooo ( Read more... )

Candace is doing much better. You know, for having been hit by a car, shes remarkably unscathed. We got the call from the hospital at 5 and got out to West Springfield by 8:30 and didnt know what wed find; the worst scenarios pop into your head, you know? Being friends with a bunch of EMTs didnt help any, either. Their warstories flash to mind and ( Read more... )

My sister was hit by a car while in the middle of a crosswalk yesterday at UMass. The driver never stopped.

Migraine day today. Ugh. At bibliothecque. Head throbbing. Here til Midnight. Have gymtime tomorrow am with Lauren K which will be fun if the ginger-ale feeling in my brain goes away.
Reading Plato. Then shelving and back to a desk in a bit.
The crashing into bed.

Trouble, losing control ( Read more... )

Im in the library, supposedly working. What Im really doing is procrastinating the reading I need to do for my philosophy class. I got so angry with Plato last night that I had to go for a walk. He lays out these ideals about the way people should live in his "perfect state." The part that bothered me most was the part about the soldiers-- how ( Read more... )

Mmmm, been two weeks of calculs without a panic attack... I just may be able to get the hell out of this place this year ( Read more... )

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I really just want to be done here. Calculus? No thanks. I think that it might be possible to switch out of it and do something else instead because of the panic attacks i get when im in calc... i dunno, though. i think it might come down to mr manalo taking pity on me.