So. Yes. I'm feeling pretty ok.

An update has been rolling around in my ribcage somewhere for a couple of days and now my fingers are finally allowing its exodus ( Read more... )

i've been doing a lot of talking lately and a lot of listening. i've been doing a lot of laughing and a lot of hurting. i've made 3 pies and 2 more are on the way. i threw up for the first time in over 10 years last night. shortly thereafter, i threw up for the second time in over 10 years. until tonight, kati was the only person to see me cry ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so strange lately. I don't know why.

I am frustrated about the show (but it's about that time again and I'm sure I can resolve that soon), and I am feeling very lonely. I don't know how that will resolve itself.

things just keep happening, don't they?

sometimes i inhale and the walls of my heart feel nothing against them and they want to, and that's lonliness

It's supposed to rain today, and I haven't an umbrella ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go over to some random person's house on 6th Ave, but I couldn't even get over to 6th Ave because of the stupid blockades for the dumb parade. So I decided to try to go to Chipotle with my 1 dollar and 5 Chipotle dollars, but I couldn't afford anything. Even with 6 dollars. That place blows. So I came home and here I am alone ( Read more... )

I'm a deplorable wretch. And a slut.

In other news, I've just enjoyed a few fine glasses of Newman's Own Virgin Lemonade. That's some tasty stuff, that.

Life is such a wonder.

I feel that every once in a while, something happens to strike me profoundly. These things serve to remind me of life's brevity, and also to cultivate more bravery within me. These are the things in life that nobody ever wants to have happen, but they happen nonetheless and are beyond our control. Sometimes they make us feel like we have no ( Read more... )

I'm going out to a bar tonight. Hmmm... I don't usually do that. Oh well. It'll be good I hope ( Read more... )