ya know....its true that you never really know what you had until its gone and lost. i know have the constant reminder that i was once a part of something that has changed my life so much, and there are times when it hurts to think about how its not there anymore. i was once a part of this band called patient and we played some good fucking songs ( Read more... )

I saw the Butterfly Effect tonight. It was cool. It kinda freaked the shit out of me, but it was cool none-the-less ( Read more... )

seeing you there where you belong, and happy, made me smile, despite our differences, and the wall between us.....

dredg = the most amazing time of my life

i'll listen to this melody one more time, to feel alive again

i've been thinking a lot about the spiritual art of speaking in tonuges.

a friend of mine has been talking to me about it a lot lately, so i have been thinking about trying it. from what i understand, it is a way of communicating to the father using the the spirit that dwells within you.  it is what some people call "spiritual praying."  this ( Read more... )

i think from now on, i am only going to write poetry and songs ideas in here. here is my first attempt ( Read more... )

so i worked 2 times this weekend. it sucked, but i made like $220. if you don't know what i do for a living, i respect that ( Read more... )

i got a new phone.....its awesome ( Read more... )

well......it definetly has been a while. soooooo much has happened since my last update, so i'll tell you now ( Read more... )

the past 2 weeks have been the from hell. last week, i got bronchitis, so i was out of school, out of band practice, and out of play practice for awhile. then as soon as i got well enough to go back to school, and to play practice, i got in a car wreck. so now the whole front right side of my car is banged up. then i go back to play practice ( Read more... )