So, it is the year 2005...where has it all gone? I remember watching the Berlin wall fall, though I was quite young at the time...I was watching a documentary and it was done in 1993...I can't believe that that was already 12 years ago!! Sorry, reflection time is killing my esteem, so to speak...just brings out and reminds me how much I HAVE NOT ( Read more... )

Words can not describe the warmth and happiness I feel right now being here at my parents' house...back in my hometown where everyone I love and care about reside...it makes me wonder if moving that far away was worth it...I truly do want to move back...not exactly back INTO my parents' house but just move out and closer to home...I would settle ( Read more... )

Like talking to a brick wall ( Read more... )

Is it odd to think that your whole life you've been told a lie? Lived a lie? Was apart of the lie? That love truly does not exist...that human do not have the ability to truly care for another? I have realized this since I moved out on my own back in July. Broke promises are streaming down my cheeks and the person who shattered their promises, ( Read more... )

Hmmm...just looking back at my subject for this entry and debating whether or not it makes sense or even if it matters. It's been a long while since I've updated, but life has been a bit busy...still bummed I missed Curiosa, I wanted to see Robert before he bows out and back into the darken shadows for good. ::sighs:: "maybe someday..." Don't be ( Read more... )

I'm hoping Tom gets up soon, he isn't very responsive this morning. He was hanging out until, well, he was still on the couch with Dan when I cam downstairs at like 12:30am and then I still heard laughing at like 1/1:30am, and then I finally fell asleep...I'm leaving at 7am...I can't afford to be late, I don't want to get yelled at ( Read more... )

So not too much happened since my last update, really. That is probably the reason for the lack of updates to begin with. Not to mention, I don't allow myself the time to actually sit down and update with working about 50 hous a week and going out I give myself enough time to sometimes eat and sleep. However all is well ( Read more... )

So, I'm all growededed up, lol...not really, but I can pretend...but then again it is fun, seeing none of the bills have come yet...lol. Although I'm missing a certain person I spent my whole 3 waken ours with...she is my other half, my twin soul...of course, I'm speaking of my sister. I have to say, I'm fine adjusting to being in my own place, I ( Read more... )

Well, I'm moved in!! My very own place with my best friend, Tom. I still have a bunch of boxes of collectibles to unpack, and my books. I now realize why I bought that big bookcase, but I left it at my parents' house. Oh well, I'll buy myself another one down here...it's only a Walmart bookcase, so I'm sure the Robinson Walmart carries it. I love ( Read more... )

Hopefully the computer behaves long enough for me to get this entry written and updated to my journal....but who knows, this computer is evil ( Read more... )