i heart my sister and mere =)

i smiled to myself as i was driving home today listening to this song.

you might as well stop trying.

If I hadn't made me,
I would've been made somehow.
If I hadn't assembled myself,
I'd have fallen apart by now.

If I hadn't made me,
I'd be more inclined to bow,
Powers that be would have swallowed me up,
But that's more than I can allow.

If you let them ( Read more... )

i still half expect to come home and see that little red jetta parked in the driveway.

god i miss her.

I was thinking just today
About how we used to play
Barbie dolls and make-up,
Tea parties dress up..
I remember how we'd fight,
We made up and laughed all night...
Wish we were kids again...
My sister,
My friend..

Do you think you could come and see me ( Read more... )

Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve..
They love to tell you "stay inside the lines"
But something's better On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real ( Read more... )

i love np too !

hahaha you guys are fucking lame.

and i'm back to dashboard.

So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.

So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your ( Read more... )

serves me right for falling in love.

postcards on the floor,
but this pen can't write lonliness no more..
waking up all alone,
on the opposite side of the coast.

I'm commited to insecurity and you.
and love is overated.
it leaves you devastated.
heart ripped in two.

roadside state of mind,
boulevard of broken dreams washed out this
time after time I was lost ( Read more... )

VirginKels: he's like "hey um yea i have 2 things to say.."
VirginKels: "one.. fuck nicole, she's a skinny crack whore i only wanted sex"
VirginKels: "two, fuck you.. your a big girl yourself.."
VirginKels: and i go.. "Three ... your fucking enormous and i wouldnt be talking, im suprised you can see your penis i would have thought ur fat rolls would ( Read more... )

I know that most people pray, if not every day, then at least enough to give the man upstairs a little "heads-up" on whats been going on in their lives. As everyone knows, I'm not really big on the whole "God" and "prayer" thing, so i do realize it sounds a little hypocritical for me to be saying this....

i'm asking anyone who's reading this to ( Read more... )

as i'm typing this i'm crying. over a one-sided love that i tried so hard to change. when you walked away from me and told me to remember this day because this will be the last time i see you, you took a huge chunk of my heart with you. i refuse to be your toy, and i refuse to let you use me anymore, because i actually do love you. and that's not ( Read more... )