Im going to cry! I want to speak to my Ben! But I don't know where he is! He seriously needs a cell phone man. Because I heard his momma looking for him. but I got told he's not at his dad's by Christina. And I called Cory, he didn't even answer. I gotta tell him I can spend the night with him Saturday!

I feel sick

so uh. Yeah i failed this semester entirely. I'm not going to een bother with the waiver ( Read more... )

There aren't any hot guys in Savannah. This makes me sad :(

ALSO! I realized why all my body pictures from the top never work. My boobs are too big!! you cant see past them.

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Got a second hole in my ear.
My hair is turoisey.
I bought hoop earrings that are huge and I looke hot.
I got my eye brows waxed
I'm going to get my nails done.
I'm going to join a gym.
mm mm mm
I am taking my SATs Januarararararay 28th.
I have to get my transcript sent to Brenau.
I might have to go to Armstrong.
Life is blah.

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I don't want to be in this house. My life is changing so much. I can't confide in ANYONE.

I think I am going to get rid of this. No one ever reads it.

Soon. The truth. It shall set in. My father, sister, and brother are back from being in New York. My Mother did not return with them. Because my mother is not here. This past week has merely felt as though my mother father, sister, and brother were once more out of town and Nicki and I decided to stay. I'm now going to have to adjust to my fathers ( Read more... )

So liek I went bowling lsat night with Nicki and Media Play people. Ben went with us. And his friend and Nicki's customer Cory was there. For some reason I ended up all hanging on him. Mostly because he started it, then I liked it and continued it. Makes me want a boyfriend real bad. Damn.