i just got my first roll of film developed from my new camera :) i love it. i cant wait to get another lens and some filters, not to mention a flash.i took a really awesome picture of ploppy ( Read more... )

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Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe that life can change
That youre not stuck in vain
Were not the same, were different tonight
Tonight ( Read more... )

its snowing, again.

I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
better be ready, hope that ya feel the same

so i slept at allegras on thursday night because we had no school on friday. we stayed up talking but soon passed out. we hung around for the day and chilled. in the afternoon we went to our swim meet. we faced mt hope and won by a lot. it was pretty sweet until bouchard told us we did bad. i dont get it. oh well. after the meet the swim team ( Read more... )

fuck. i hate being sick. im beating myself up over it. i hate being slowed down but maybe thats what i need. i just dont like letting people down.

wednesday....school was school. swim was tiring but it was nice to learn there would be no school the next day! after swim i went to conors with allegra, gabe, allie and sara. we played mariokart and listened to music. i love those kids. today i had no school but i still had swim, of course. silly bouchard. swim was difficult plus i was coughing a ( Read more... )

after all the nervousness and overanalyzing, we had our first hard meet. we won :) the girls did amazing and i had some good swims. i lvoe that im improving from last year and this year steadily. its the first time in awhile that im getting almost satisfying times. its exciting. i hope i can keep it up ( Read more... )

tonight may possibly be a long night. i havent decided yet. i have to finish uo my paper. my rough draft sucks so i may take a while. hopefully i can get it done in a timely manner. i am shutting myself off of the internet. this is my last hooray ( Read more... )

How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love ( Read more... )

i feel that is extremely hard to forget what you could of had when someone you repsect tells you that you could of had and you probably should have it. why did you have to tell me that? it frustrates me and i had forgotten about it but now its on my mind again. i cant help it. im getting into a good tempo of improvement and i hope it lasts. train ( Read more... )