i thought i would be able to handle it. i was. i woke up, ready to do the scool thing but once i was there i broke down. i almost started to freak but i saw gabe and i felt better. its funny how things like that work out. i dont think i would have made it through the day without that. the smallest things can make me happy and the smallest things ( Read more... )

SAYY0ULIKEME: i'm not raven, but if i could see into the future, i would say that this is going to be the best vacation ever.

i cant wait. im peeing im so excited.

researching SUCKS.
i decided to take a break from the mountain of research and update about my weekend. it was freaking amazing. yesterday, after the providence exploration with sara i departed and picked up arisa. we headed over to allies with singstar. upon arriving we realized we forgot the mics so we had to go back. haha. we met up at the big ( Read more... )

have i mentioned how much i adore sara moore? today we drove by the bay and took pictures then headed downtown. no destination. just driving. i love it. i dont even get nervous because when im downtown i can always find my way home. sara and i are obsessed with providence now. every weekend from now on :) we did a little shopping on thayer and we ( Read more... )

i an speechless. i had a fabulous night last night. ill leave it at that.

today will be fun hanging with the girls. we havent all hung out in so long. i think im going to do some errands now and finish arisas present. latahz

livejournal is getting out of hand. i hate that i have to censor what i say on my own personal journal. its sad. i just dont want people readingsome of my thoughts. i made this journal to share with my closest friends and i dont think its like that anymore. whatever. i feel like i go through this every week but nothing ever changes. oh well. its my ( Read more... )

today wasnt too terrible. it seems like all day i look forward to those two periods. it makes me feel better to know hes near. after a dreary day of school, i rushed home to get the car and my mom wasnt even home = no car! i was so angry. i wanted to break something whatever. allegra and i rushed over to pv for the relay carnival. i think i did ( Read more... )

Today was a strange day. I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. It was so dreary and humid. School was lame and some conversations didnt help my mood. Swim wasnt bad today. I think i did pretty good and I wore drag the whole time which im proud of. I should finish this history crap but i just cant focus at all. its bad.

ive been thinking about christmas and its really getting to me. usually its the same commercialized holiday with nothing pertaining to religion, but the greediness of boys and girls. i admit. i was at one time one of those children. i didnt go to church, i am jewish. christmas was a time for presents and surprises. as ive got older and have ( Read more... )

ive never felt this way and i hope it never fades. i miss you before you even leave the room. how crazy and beautiful a world can be when two people find eachother after knowing eachother for years. sometimes things just fall together at the most perfect moments.