I'm still working on Light. Each color is a layer. Awesome. The guys are even adding blue. Cop blue. Yay!

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I am really into painting now. The guys are still working on a piece called Light. I'm charging the iPod so we can paint to music with the earbuds. To me, it makes a huge difference when music is filtered directly to me, rather than externally like a movie.

Emilye is better today. We all got more sleep, and woke around 9:30, took a warm shower, ( Read more... )

Oh boy...Emilye is self soothing again. This time, orgasm is involved. The question is, will I continue to still feel it post menopause? Damn...she's not reacting to anything in particular, but we are flash backing like hell...

I wish I could take a break. Emilye does too. Melina is sensing her cousin's pain, and she's cutting again. Since ( Read more... )

Erin has gone silent. Headaches and balance issues erupt. Oy gevalt!

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Wow. We haven't felt this bad in a long time. Monday can't come soon enough to see our doctor. Erin has been doing art all day. The question is, can I find more time to get it out of me?

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Oy vey...hurricane season is here. Erin wants to die every time there's a storm. Storms=suicide triggers. Yikes! Erin may be in isolation for months. Just thought I'd share this. I totally wanted my cocktail last night... Freaky!

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Amy has called in Drs Keith and Melissa to help with Erin. Good...because I'm really worried about her...they still have her on Valerian, and they are monitoring her while I am on Symbiax. Knowing my beloved Melissa is involved gives me comfort. She's an excellent MD.

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I'm posting because Erin is fronting. And I have a slight headache. It could also be the frozen yogurt post lunch. LOL! I'm listening to Clocks by Coldplay and watching Erin calm down. The glass door and two way mirror are awesome supervision tools. She cut today so it's going to be quite a road back to her sense of normal.

Everyone is calm. ( Read more... )

So far the day has gone well. Erin is still in isolation and Dr Amy is with her. Hopefully the wild weather has calmed for now. That really set her off last night.

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I hope this works! Erin is scared. She's cutting and pill popping alone in isolation. I can't lose her and Little Melina. The Posse wouldn't be the same. Neither would Class Act, the other multiple system. Yeah there are 40 personalities total.

( Tonight things are hard. i want Erin to feel better! )