Comments | susanhillmoore: It's June

susanhillmoore

It's June

Jun 08, 2003 21:05

The sun is shinning, flowers are out, it's warm and I am depressed. Fiannnly figured out why..Father's Day! God I miss my Dad. Ok he wasn't the best Dad in the world but he was mine and i loved him. Did you ever consider your father is the only man who loves you your entire life..unless of course cancer steals him from you. Did something yesterday ( Read more... )

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elfhaime June 9 2003, 23:39:29 UTC

Remeber the good things about your father. No father is perfect, I know i am not the perfect father, but I try...I have never thought of cutting myself as a means of release, I am not condeeming you for doing so,but maybe there are more constructive ways of self healing?

susanhillmoore June 10 2003, 14:24:50 UTC

I try to remember all the good things, of course that makes me sadder. It's only around Father's Day, his birhtday and Chirstmas it really hurts badly. I haven't cut in going on a year, it's something I am really trying hard to avoid. So hard to explain to the people at the ER when I cut too deep and need stiches..