is it?

[susemac]

heart beating....
pounding in my throat....
turn out of the driveway....
follow this road all the way to....

all the way to a friend....
all the way to apple-flavored innocence....cranberry bliss

as soon as i can breathe again....
as soon as my heart calms down....but it won't....

for all he does for me
for all he gives up for meis it?love?

why isn't he mine?
why aren't i his?we = us

minor obstacles
a rockand a hard place....

i want more
does he?
i wishand thinkand hopeand pray

pray....
wish and hope and think and pray....