Nov 20, 2005 21:14
I'm broken, so I'm good a breaking things.
I'm chaotic and I inject chaos where ever I go.
I'm crazy and I will drive you mad.
I'm an emotional roller coaster, and not the fun kind, the kind where you puke on your shoes and wish you had never gone on the ride in the first place.
What's wrong with me?
Lots.
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You're convinced humans are supposed to be able to be something other than broken, chaotic, and crazy. (I suffer from the same affliction, I understand.)
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I was fortunate enough last year to be able to apologize to someone who really, really deserved it. he responded by telling me that because he spent so much time hating me more than anything else in his life, that it had been a cathartic experience that allowed him to actually be happy.
but there was about 5 years of looking at the shoes with puke on them and regretting the ride first.
time offers perspective. I regret little, if anything. but in the end, intentions aren't that relevant, are they?
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You aren't alone.
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*hugs*
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