don't let me do it.

Nov 20, 2005 21:14

I'm broken, so I'm good a breaking things.
I'm chaotic and I inject chaos where ever I go.
I'm crazy and I will drive you mad.

I'm an emotional roller coaster, and not the fun kind, the kind where you puke on your shoes and wish you had never gone on the ride in the first place.

What's wrong with me?

Lots.

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stacymckenna November 21 2005, 06:49:29 UTC
What's wrong with me?
You're convinced humans are supposed to be able to be something other than broken, chaotic, and crazy. (I suffer from the same affliction, I understand.)

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spiritdancing November 21 2005, 07:16:50 UTC
There is nothing "wrong" with you, Love. We all have issues, crazy, baggage...it's part of the package. I accept all that comes with you, Caddy.

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sbojenn November 21 2005, 07:25:54 UTC
I suppose that applies to me as well...except for the last part.

I was fortunate enough last year to be able to apologize to someone who really, really deserved it. he responded by telling me that because he spent so much time hating me more than anything else in his life, that it had been a cathartic experience that allowed him to actually be happy.

but there was about 5 years of looking at the shoes with puke on them and regretting the ride first.

time offers perspective. I regret little, if anything. but in the end, intentions aren't that relevant, are they?

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sbojenn November 21 2005, 07:29:37 UTC
I left something out. perhaps the most important part.

You aren't alone.

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blood_thunder November 21 2005, 12:19:23 UTC
Or you could like, call....

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darkpyxie November 21 2005, 15:42:47 UTC
absolutely nothing wrong with you darlin......everyone has issues. heh, I coulda wrote this post ;)

*hugs*

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