Sometimes I wonder about people. Such as my brother. He is 18 and is going to college next spring. But I find myself wondering if he is really ready for college. I actually don't think he would even be ready to go back to kindergarten. For example, today I was working on my history paper and he kept bothering me. When he left I thought to ( Read more... )

I'm sick, I caught a cld from my brother or my dad, I can't figure out who it was. I can't breathe throguht my nose and it just keeps on running.I was confirmed yesterday and I'm glad its over. I've been surfing the web because I'm sick and its the only thing I can stand to do. I found this website that had fun puns and ... well.. hope you enjoy ( Read more... )

6:00 - got up, took a shower, and got ready for school ( Read more... )

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What is my spectrum?
I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life..
What is my spectrum?


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All things must come to an end. And it is time for this controversy to end. With last weeks journal entry Ryan has destroyed the last bit of feeling that I ever had for him. And you know what? It’s OK. From that entry I realized that Ryan hates me and that is also OK. The only feeling I have for him now is pity ( Read more... )

The other day I found something out that really upset me. I was told the reason Ryan did not date me was because I was not as easy as Grace. At first it felt like another slap in the face, but the more I thought about it the more I believe it’s of a compliment for me ( Read more... )

Me tired, sad, mad, and I just can't it anymore. I am tired, that I can fix, I am mad, which I can't fix because I see the evil thing I am mad at school everyday (thank god a vacation is coming up), I am sad and I dunno if I can fix that, a lot of things these days make me sad, so I'm not sure. I know I won

Well, today was probably the lowest point in the Ryan Controversy. For the first time, since this all started, I talked to Ryan. I wanted to hear from him, how it started and what his feelings are. Well, I got an earful and found out, that he considers me a back-up still.

I could not believe it. On Wednesday he wrote in his live journal:

1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry ( Read more... )

I just had a lon talk with my mom. The whole time we talked, sh thought she knew my every thought. She was wrong. She thought that I was thinking stuff that she knew I was. But all the things she said that I thought were wrong. She thinks she knows me. She says she was just like me when she was 13. But she had less worries. She had ( Read more... )