I’ve opted to stay in tonight (Saturday) and am writing this from a sandwich shop in my town. This is my seventh hour sitting here. Two meals and two cups of coffee. I am missing what is likely to be an amazing live show in Brooklyn and a friend’s birthday celebration at a hooka lounge in order to stay in and keep to this surge of concentration ( Read more... )

my landlord decided to cash my last two months' rent checks AT THE SAME TIME and suddenly i'm missing 1300 dollars. not a good feeling ( Read more... )

"To the young mind, every thing is individual, stands by itself. By and by, it finds how to join two things and see them in one nature; then three, then three thousand; and so, tyrannized over by its own unifying instinct, it goes on tying things together, diminishing anomalies, discovering roots running underground whereby contrary and remote ( Read more... )

on vday, appropriately ( Read more... )

close your eyes to see more clearly.

diane from trainspotting

Renton: Excuse me, excuse me. I don't mean to harass you, but I was very impressed with the capable and stylish manner in which you dealt with that situation. And I was thinking to myself, now this girl's special.
Diane: Thanks.
Renton: What's your name?
Diane: Diane.
Renton: And where are you going, Diane?
Diane: I'm ( Read more... )

no more alcohol.

it's awful to wake up the morning after and wonder what you said or did in your drunken state.

(but it's most definitely interesting to find out.)

my drunken memories come back to me in blurry tidbits, pieced together by hearsay and assumption.

i can't write poetry about hearsay and assumption but it sure gives me room to make ( Read more... )

went downtown to an NB party last night. j. got semi-jumped last weekend at this club called utopia by this girl named mimi who is still in love with the guy whom j. is seeing (or thinks she's seeing- he never makes it official.)

complicated, i know.

we got to the club and scoped out the joint for a short little laos girl with corn rows in her ( Read more... )

1. what's on your bedside table?
alarm clock.
candle.
cell phone.
blistex lip medex.

2. what's the gayest part of your music collection?
culture club and kon kan.
old korean pop.

3. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
fish.
pita bread.
cereal.
junk food when drunk.

4. what is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
my girl.

5. if you could have ( Read more... )

the favorite haunts of a ghost

are the spaces we never touched.

i miss the warmth of the scent

of a body never felt beside me.