Nothing really HAPPENED. I am just so frustrated with men in general, and I've just been thinking a lot lately...I am pretty much sure I am going to be alone for the rest of my life, and I think it's better for me to just accept it now and be resigned to hopelessness for the rest of my life, instead of getting my hopes up and constantly getting hurt over and over again. If I don't expect anything, I can't be hurt. You know? There are NO guys out there who will ever understand me or appreciate me for more than what I can do for them...I just...know it won't happen. I'm pretty much sure that no one will ever see me as more than a whore or a sex object. I guess I throw off that vibe, because I have had at least two guys in the past month think they can get some from me and I'll be easy. I am SO FRUSTRATED with that! I am NOT easy and I am NOT a whore. But I am about to just say fuck it and be one. I mean, why not? Everyone already thinks I am anyways.
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