Complete disatisfaction, is what describes my mood at this second. In fact, I have been feeling this way for quite some time now. Although I've been writing about satisfaction, or the lack there of, for some time now, I seem to have discovered a new meaning to the concept of being unsatisfied. Before I was unsatisfied in a very depressing, ( Read more... )

Today I have a strong hatred for school. Why the fuck am I doing this?

Sometimes I feel that my brain power is used for such frivolous things. But I suppose this can't really be helped.

I've decided that I need to write an accounting text book. The one I have to use is such SHIT. It's really not that hard to write something useful for godsakes...

Guess who's comming to town this weekend!

The gentleman caller in the blue suede shoes ( Read more... )

Basically he doesn't want me when he can have me. But when I'm a bitch and I don't let him get his way then all of a sudden I'm attractive to him. As far as I am concerned, I'm not playing this game. It's fucked up. It's not what I want, and if I can't get what I want, the screw it. From now on, I'm only settling for what I want, not what he ( Read more... )

They were digging a new foundation in Manhattan ( Read more... )

you think i'm wondering, that i just can't grasp why it is you act that way
you can't fathom the ways that i am not you
i am not you.
and it's all about this tiny, seamingly insignificant realization
if you can ever get there
you will know what it's like
to know that everyone is wondering why you are wondering, why you just don't understand them.

It's been a long time since I've felt anything.