sitting outside at 4am last night it hit me how stupid this might be ( Read more... )

why did you have to go and say that??
if only events could be rearranged..then i wouldn't be writing in ambiguous code like this

i like your bass (your beat is nice).

not much else to say (i've forgotten it all now).

The Program: 1 drive 2 paint 3 beach during low tide 4 scrub skin 5 sleep early ( Read more... )

in yoga, where your eyes go your body follows.

the time has come to deviate

-do you, alice
take this life
as yours
?

-ya

other news: i have a flat tire on my hands...don't really know what to do with it...i am broke as always...been painting...i'm saving up to buy myself a special treat...1 month unlimited yoga (that's a lot of yoga)...sleeping well...
g l a d t o b e a l i v e

i just read heath's msn name (i hope you're reading this) 'call me jonah.' well let me tell you, pumpkin...i've felt all week like jonah (the biblical one...before he turned brave). this kind of feeling makes it hard to sleep at night. the thing is, i sort of think i know what i'm supposed to do but i'm just too damn scared. scared of leaving ( Read more... )

the most rad/confusing/terrible/amazing/adrenaline-pumped/nervewracking/potentially lifechanging week ( Read more... )

all-nighter number who knows what....2.5 hrs in the SRC standing between myself and summer. bloodsugarsexmagik is keeping me awake. chai spice is keeping my Blood Sugar high. Sexy Magik is nowhere to be found. just checking in on my favouritest site in the whole wide world (hah)...oh the days when we lived and ate and slept livejournal. my work ( Read more... )

it's raining so hard right now...i can hear it right behind me. and he suffers. i read a sentence that weighs a whole lot...it weighs me down and lifts me at the same time. how???? japanese mutterings to my right, mandarin exclamations to my left. useless...i'm feeling. the pursuit of peace...i'm trying to understand. bulletproof...i wish i was. i ( Read more... )

i have.....one term paper due tomorrow and it is ten o'clock and i still have not started but i am just too freakin excited about nothing. well so far it's nothing...but one day it will be SOMETHING. today was just swell. i chopped my hair off, chopped it all off...now i can put it into a russell-style ponytail. i love food that is discounted. ( Read more... )