Found stuff from only a month ago
5/17/2009 11:49:33 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I am being very sleepy
5/17/2009 11:49:35 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria So it's about sleep tiem.
5/17/2009 11:49:41 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ sleep is good
5/17/2009 11:49:49 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Totally is.
5/17/2009 11:50:28 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Even though we should do more of that when we can rather than cutting the me-and-you time short like we have been
5/17/2009 11:50:49 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria But, sleep is good whenever it's there to get.
5/17/2009 11:50:50 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ Mmmmm
5/17/2009 11:51:11 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ you'd better get that phone before I manage to hook a boyfriend lol
5/17/2009 11:51:40 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Hmm, that's far more up to you than it is to me and a phone.
5/17/2009 11:51:57 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I'll have that very soon.
5/17/2009 11:52:11 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Try not to run off between now and then.
5/17/2009 11:52:21 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I'm being tempted
5/17/2009 11:52:33 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria You deserve to slap me in the face, but I'd really rather you didn't.
5/17/2009 11:52:42 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I am not trying
5/17/2009 11:52:51 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ it's just been a long time since there was someone here
5/17/2009 11:53:07 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Hmm, being there is hard.
5/17/2009 11:53:17 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria You understand this by now.
5/17/2009 11:53:25 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ he's fresh from a relationship anyhow, don't worry
5/17/2009 11:53:29 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ it'll be awhile if it happens
5/17/2009 11:54:38 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Yeah, and you can have someone mediocre that "really cares" at the moment or you could be ridiculously impatient with a total fuckup that at least has a promising future regardless of irrepairable mistakes.
5/17/2009 11:54:42 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria So think on it.
5/17/2009 11:55:17 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Break me a little, if you've got to, 'cause you definitely deserve it in return for all the wrong I did to you before. No doubt.
5/17/2009 11:55:40 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria But I'm really fucking stubborn. So I'll probably still be here.
5/17/2009 11:55:59 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I've been here for how long?
5/17/2009 11:56:05 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ you'd better wait at least a bit
5/17/2009 11:56:10 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Too long.
5/17/2009 11:56:14 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I'll wait.
5/17/2009 11:56:44 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Your life is yours. And what's happened has happened. I'll still be here.
5/17/2009 11:56:48 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ Mmhm
5/17/2009 11:56:52 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I'm just really curious right now
5/17/2009 11:57:19 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I understand.
5/17/2009 11:57:20 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I bite my tongue hard when you talk about girls (and you're way worse about it than I'm being 5/17/2009 11:57:21 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ in fact
5/17/2009 11:57:24 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I encourage you =p
5/17/2009 11:58:43 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I'm a little less vocal in encouraging you, but I can't deny the way that I did you before and I still owe you for it. So, honestly, I'm alright with you doing your own thing. Who am I to disagree?
5/17/2009 11:58:47 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria It's all you.
5/17/2009 11:59:11 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ seriously, I'm stupid when it comes to you, aren't I?
5/17/2009 11:59:15 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria And, with your faithfulness to this little newfound abstinence, you deserve it.
5/17/2009 11:59:19 PM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I basically rip out my heart and set it aside lol
5/17/2009 11:59:42 PM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Depends on what you mean.
5/18/2009 12:01:12 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria You're stupid in thinking that we're impossible. You're stupid in thinking that it's simple. You're stupid in thinking that I don't want you, because I'm going to be STABLE in my life before I throw anything at you, unlike David. But I fucked you over, and I hurt you, and there's really nothing that I can do on my own to make up for iy.
5/18/2009 12:01:13 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria it*
5/18/2009 12:01:40 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria So you doing your thing, with this dude or someone else or no one at all, might make up for it.
5/18/2009 12:02:21 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I can't. I can't appologize for it enough, can't afford enough pretty things, just can't repay you for sticking around at least as a friend.
5/18/2009 12:02:34 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Now I guess it's even, if not vice-versa.
5/18/2009 12:03:34 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ you didn't get my point exactly, but ok
5/18/2009 12:03:41 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ guess what
5/18/2009 12:03:52 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I don't know.
5/18/2009 12:03:56 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ <3
5/18/2009 12:04:07 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria <3
5/18/2009 12:07:41 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria There's a picture-perfect image of you that I keep with me all the time. It's just you, and you're lying down. It isn't sexual, it's just your face and your shoulders. And everything about you, even especially that face that I adore, it sticks with me. And when I stop every now and then to shrug off all the trivial shit and the unimportant stress that life gives every day, that's what I see. I really mean that. It's such a cute picture of you. You've got suntan freckles, and you're ALMOST smiling, but not quite. Like you want to, but you're not going to just to spite the camera.
5/18/2009 12:07:56 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I think I make the same face when I think about it.
5/18/2009 12:08:17 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Either or. It makes me smile a lot.
5/18/2009 12:08:55 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Had it around in my mental wallet quite a while. Ever since I started thinking about a lot of stuff and made it a point to be happy with my life no matter what.
5/18/2009 12:11:47 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria You're really worried about doing this again, huh?
5/18/2009 12:12:55 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ worried?
5/18/2009 12:13:21 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria I was asking.
5/18/2009 12:13:33 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ and I'm not sure what you mean exactly
5/18/2009 12:13:59 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Then re-read everythimg I said
5/18/2009 12:14:14 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria Pretty much what I meant.
5/18/2009 12:15:25 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I mean the "this" that you think I'm worried about
5/18/2009 12:16:18 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria "This" as in me caring so much that way again.
5/18/2009 12:16:35 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria You didn't respond for a long time.
5/18/2009 12:17:07 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ aaah
5/18/2009 12:17:13 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I was confused
5/18/2009 12:17:23 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria My bad.
5/18/2009 12:19:13 AM Who I Am.™ Euphoria That's all?
5/18/2009 12:19:35 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I don't know what I think
5/18/2009 12:19:36 AM Euphoria Who I Am.™ I'm tired