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Feeling whole.
Who knows if this is temporary or not, but I feel content for the first time in a long while... -
Nothing to fear.
I was once afraid of it, but now that I hold it in my hands I realize the mistake I made. Shackled it was full of hate, unbound its drive unmatched. A wild fire destroys the countryside but a controlled burn saves it. All things can be used as powerful tool, now that I understand that I feel like a new man. What a fool I was to toss this away... -
Déjà vu
Walking the same path
The same mistakes, the same pains...
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Interactions
Lately the vast majority of my contact with other entities has been to a spirit that talks directly into my skull. Not that I am complaining, he often has valuable things to say. What serves as interactions outside of that are slim and more often than not filled with nostalgia, pain, or some combination of both (that time I -was- complaining). I ( Read more... ) -
"Like a disease"
Neglected, abused.
Their doors have been shut too tight.
You know what? Fuck 'em. -
"Damn, it feels good [to be a gangsta]"
Despite how much of a pain it has been to get her fixed, I am glad to have my bike back. There is something innately annoying with having to rely on other people to get around. Not that I really HAD to rely on them, but the inability to take a few minutes before leaving in the morning was really getting to me. So, again, it is nice to be back "on ( Read more... ) -
The upswing
After how much shit has been put through the fan I am standing in frount of, I better get a massive upswing and soon... I am not sure how much more crap I can take before I truly snap... -
Ironic isn't it...
...that the people I want to be there for seem to go out of their way to avoid letting me even attempt to be? -
Birthdays, yay!
For my birthday this year the world decided to get me a new skin...