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suturedheart

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Jul 20, 2006 15:47

Ok, so I went for a job interview yesterday & it went really well. The lady is calling me back on Monday. I'm pretty sure I aced this one though. I also got the confirmation that all of my account information for my $4k was completely switched over to me. Now all I have to do is call the company & have it transferred into my bank here in Olyphant. ( Read more... )

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babygirl_4380 July 21 2006, 00:17:40 UTC

'ello poppet...

do you mind if i ask who the guy is you're referring to? I know you and Ian became friends (or at least get along somewhat) the only other person I can think of is Ryan...

I'm just curious... because well... it's what I do best

love always
~Rae

suturedheart July 21 2006, 02:21:19 UTC

yeah, it's him. ian & i get along fine. but you know the deal with the other one, he sucks...i knew you'd know who i was referring to though, you're good like that. you know how i feel about all that shit that happened. what are your thoughts on it? i know you're good with advice..

babygirl_4380 July 22 2006, 19:25:18 UTC

I honestly don't know sweetie.... Because I'm kinda in the same boat... however I'd say give Eric a chance to show you that he's someone you can trust with everything... I mean I know you already feel that way or you wouldn't have moved in with him... but Just be honest with him and tell him the truth of the situation and tell him that you do love him but you're just hurt badly and no matter how much you love him you'll still be a bit skittish until you are positive you're safe and sound.

did that make sense?

suturedheart July 23 2006, 20:31:38 UTC

perfect sense, doll. thanks so much. you really should do an advice column someday, you're really good about making me feel better. :)

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sincerelyme__xx July 21 2006, 16:38:33 UTC

i'm really happy for you & proud of you about the job.
and i really know how you feel about thinking of the worst possible outcomes in anything. i can't trust anyone bcuz of all the times i've been fucked over. and it really sucks bcuz sometimes, i can't even say what i want because i feel like it's going to be used against me somehow. and i always feel like i'm the one who's gonna get hurt, or that i'm a fuck up and no-one's gonna want me. it really sucks and i really know how you're feeling. i hope you feel better and i really hope things do go well & that everything you're thinking isn't used against you.<3

suturedheart July 22 2006, 00:47:02 UTC

thanks. :) wow tara, like everything you said i can relate to. don't worry though, i like to think there are some people out there like you & i who don't want to hurt anyone or use things against them. there's gotta be. and you're not a fuck up, i think your an awesome person. really, you're like one of the few real people i know & that's a great quality.

moonlight_way July 21 2006, 18:02:50 UTC

I was like that with Ryan. He understood why I was like that cause of all the shit I went through but it turned him off too. Although he didn't tell me at the time. It's hard I know, to try to surpass those insecurities. I did pass them in my heart, but my head still fucked with me. And it sucks for me cause in the end I was right anyway. Oh life.

suturedheart July 22 2006, 00:51:16 UTC

The good thing in my case is Eric understands why I am the way I am too. It helps a lot when they understand & try to help. I think it's easier to banish those feelings from your heart when you really love someone, but it is harder to get them out of your head because it's more defensive. If that makes any sense. I'm really sorry you were right about your situation, but maybe it worked out for the better. You'll find someone who won't do that to you one day. ♥

xkrissie24x July 22 2006, 19:39:47 UTC

Hey hope the job comes through. Hopefully its not that shitty of one. places around here suck..hah =] but good luck

& its always hard to forget that one person & let someone else it. its harder then anything. but good luck with that. i hope everything works out

suturedheart July 23 2006, 20:28:23 UTC

thanks, me too. :) i'll know tomorrow. it is a pretty shitty job, but it works with my schedule & the pay is good, so i guess i'm happy with it.

you're so right, it's probably one of the hardest things to do. getting fucked over once kind of seems to damage all the relationships after that in some way, it's sad.