[Birthday Fic] What transpired due to the rich boy's boredom
What transpired due to the rich boy's boredom
A super masochist Sho on the way!!
In all honesty, I would prefer being a kite rather than a bird. If I become a bird I know I would fly all I want, stop when I grew tired, fly again, and again and probably just die in the process, but being a kite, something that would actually be of use to someone bored or playful, I think I would want that better. A kite can go high up towards the sky, be blown by the wind and soar as high as the birds but when the owner of the kite feels that the kite might be destroyed anytime soon if it continues to go higher and higher, he would tug the strings and pull the kite closer back to him. Having someone to pull you back when you're too high off the ground. I've been seriously longing for that all my life. Being free doesn't mean that you can do all you want, being free doesn't always mean you can be with all the person you wanted to be, being free doesn't mean that you can be yourself when everyone can see you from below.
Sometimes I wish to be restrained, restrained by someone who will take care of me, will give me full attention, will love me with all his heart. So that even though I'm restrained, I can be with someone I can totally be free with.
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Unknown to a lot of people, Sakurai Sho isn't really the typical Keio boy that everyone grew to admire. Yes, he is disciplined, he is mature, studious, responsible, well-mannered and all but deep down that beautiful facade lies someone mysterious and sometimes - lonely.
Entering Johhny's never really meant to be something to stay permanent, it was resulted because he's tired of being the perfect student- well to be honest he's not even that perfect, he's an average student, okay maybe a bit above average but he was never the one to awe people, he may belong to the group of handsome, intelligent people but he was never the center of attention so maybe that leads to the secret longing to be watched by a lot of people, being carefree sometimes becomes too boring, or so he says.
But after quite some time, he thought, maybe, just maybe he made the wrong decision. Maybe he could never actually be someone that great and appealing to people, maybe he's meant to just be in the background after all...so he decided to quit, but then Johnny-san never really knew how to read the mood and happily announced that he would include Sakurai-san in a new group called Arashi. That he would love to laugh, even the group's name sounded so normal, so usual..
He soon met his bandmates they were all familiar to him of course, he's been with them for quite some time but he was never really close with them. He could never rival Aiba, Ninomiya and Matsumoto's friendship. He met Ohno a few times but as everyone know, Ohno was never the type to actually talk and befriend someone in an instant so he just smiled and stayed polite whenever other people are around. But he soon learned to love his members though, though a little part of him wants to curse himself for not winning that jakenpon and become the leader, he's quite happy to have Ohno as their leader, Ohno after all has this wonderful, calming aura that makes him wants to stick with the group just a little bit longer....