Decisions, decisions...

[suzaku_the_dark]

Well, no job to speak of. Trying my ass of too, and no luck. Haven't heard from Seiryu on my controversial x-mas gift, I wonder?hmm...Dulcimer is getting worried. And while I appreciate it, I find a startling parallel to last march. And it makes me wonder if Im doing the right thing by dating her, while be fully concious of all that is WRONG in my

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[megax]

HEY! it's you! you live!

ばか！

[megax]

You always do this. YOu make it a point to date the wrong people even after a friendly " Hey,! NO!" from me. Geez Listen, if you don't feel right in a relationship shouldn't you LEAVE it? I swear, you're sense-o-meter is running low boy!

as for the game, yeah, time is a problem but you might as well not even try to join up with the oteh guys. Just take off on your own. Get a world pass and leave forever and just do it!

not only that don't be so coacky as to say you're better than them. They might not go to the same extremes as you do but as long as they lay their part and have fun there really is no "better" in this game. It's all circonstantial (SP?).

anyway, got time on your hands?

Yeah

[anonymous]

Hey, I know I am Annie's best friend and God sister but I completely agree, if you really don't feel comfortable in your guys relationship, then perhaps god is trying to tell you something. And if you do feel this way then it's better to end it now than wait for possible emotions to develop from the other person. However, If you think you are just scared then just wait it out, see what the future brings, but just try to be honest with yourself and Annie she really deserves it. I am not trying to push you either way because you are dating Annie I would give the same advice to anyone in your situation.

Alrighty then

[dulcimer_star]

Alright, I understand how you're feeling about the whole thing now, but my question is, WHY? call me and tell me.

Re: Alrighty then

[suzaku_the_dark]

Well, I was warned by someone I deeply trust that you and I getting together wouldn't be a great idea, simply for the fact that it wouldn't be right if anything I did would even vaguely take your focus of of "god's purpose" for you, as he put it. He's a deeply religious guy I met once, never talked to much after that. You called me once when I was speaking to him, and that when I first brought you up. His reccomendation, was that if I cared the slightest about you that I wouldn't pursue things, less I shared the same religeous views, our at least SIMILAR enough not to strain morals between us. Thats already happened...quite a few times actually. And while I saw it as harmless fun, it hit me the other day that this was what he was talking about. While our religeous veiws dont exactly match up, I think we get along, but Im prepared to let this go if I have to , for your sake. I was forced to do it with Staci, but I now realize the importance of it, when you really care for somone, truly... If you still want to talk about it, Ill call

Re: Alrighty then

[dulcimer_star]

I completely agree with your friend, I would have never encouraged Annie to date you if I would of known how different your religious beliefs are...your morals. When I asked her what religion you were she told me that your mother was protestant and your father was catholic, at least I think thats what she said. For a couple weeks I have been worried, she has come so far...I would hate for her to do a 360. I am not saying I want you guys to break up because you actually mesh well. I also think before you do call it quites you should sit down and talk With Annie about religion and morals and see if there is common ground, if it ever could work, or if you guys are just to different. I recommend this because as much as people like to think me and Anne are the same level, but we aren't I am more extremely more religious than she is and things that matter to me about a person, don't nesscarly matter to her. People always assume that are religious views are the same because we are best friends and we live together but they are

Re: Alrighty then

[suzaku_the_dark]

Its not so much as our religeous beliefs I huess, but DEFINITLY morals. While I thik she's appling unneccesary force to herself to stay prude, I refuse to be her corruptor. I've been in that role before, and while it has its rewards, it takes A LOOONG time to get that person into what I consider to be a more mature perspective of "things." Im not sure if I have the energy to do that all over again, not to mention the guilt involved. This is dulcimer we're talkin about, and although she's done some crazy things in her past, she's still WAAY too innocent (mentally.) I think my darker side is just a few steps too (high/low) for her to jump into...like ever. At least til she's experienced things on a more..."plain" level I guess.. Well, this is becoming the conversation I really need to have with her, so Ill shut up, and hope that "they" will allow the phone usage soon...

????

[dulcimer_star]

Too mentallty innocent? What do you mean by that? And what do you mean that I'm forcing myself to be prude? Chech ur email.