i hate life. itz official. i can never acheive ne thing. i failed at everything i no of. every relationship ive been in has failed. my best of friendz are now..gone. all of them. everything is gone. even singing duznt help ease the pain ne more. nothing helpz ne more...itz weird waking up in the morning knowing that everything that once meant ( Read more... )

dude..dude dude..

i dont no what to put in here..im so bored. im at kaitez right now, were all comin over here and gonna watch moviez and shit..

yesterday wuz katiez b-day so we went to this BBQ place and the mall and shit. gr8 food. gr8 timez..heck yes. i got a death cab for cutie shirt, and two new cdz. and i got a patch and a bag and a necklace ( Read more... )

havent updated in awhile...play this weekend. itz going really good. u should all come tonight at milford at 7.

may i add that ALPINE FUCKING OPENED! thatz right...thatz right...this week though, other than that like suckz. just plain suckz. milford is def sweet, and although i miss my friendz from lakeland, im glad im at milford. i like it way ( Read more... )

itz cold....*shiverz*

u no whatz weird? when music remindz u of feelingz..like..letz say ur going through ur old cdz, and u pull out an old..oh i dont no...all-american rejects cd. and almost every song..every chourd...every verse u can pin-point back to some past feeling. itz only november and thatz already happend with the new all-american ( Read more... )

dot dot dot...

me and nick broke up..at first..i wuz devasated to say the least. sunday night...i was up till 1 in the moring balling my eyes out..and my mom had to come in my room to tell me to shuttup. i even told her what wuz going on..thinking maybe she'd understand..wow am i a dumbass.."did you actually think he liked you all that much?"

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nick stood me up..he forgot about tonight...

we were supposed to hang out around like 7:30...i call him at 8:15 and he totally forgot..

i just got stood up by my boyfriend...

i so dyed my hair! itz so dark! i love it!!

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HAPPY HALOWEEN!!

so...guess what..most of my weekend sucked. yah friday and saterday were totally ruined by family stuff. i mean dont get me wrong, i love my family. and my grandpa and everyone, i luv spending time with them, and my cousinz r pretty cool too, but i missed so much this weekend. i wuz gonna go to the moviez and finally make up with ( Read more... )

a lot of shit has happend..me and mark broke up. i like another guy. i kissed him. his name is nick. whooo...yah thatz a lot. idk it all happend so fast. i thought i liked nick, but i wuznt sure, and then he said something, and then i wuz sure. i knew i had to break up with mark soon, but it wuz too late. i kissed nick, and it made thingz between ( Read more... )

feeling really...shitty


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