yesterday i wuz sick so i stayed home from school, slept in, all that good stuff. then amdanda came over and we WERE gonna go to the mall to get marks b-day present, but noo she had the be a whore again, and changed her mind at the last minute. so we just chilled at my house. we went up to blockbuster to get a movie and stuff, and we were just ( Read more... )

ive been majorly depressed the past few days. a couple days ago, i woke up knowing it would be a bad day. and it was. me and my mom got in a big fight, and it ended with her saying "WELL FUCK YOU! YOU'RE RIGHT, YOU ARE TOO FUCKED UP TO DEAL WITH NE MORE, AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE. FUCK YOU!" then she walked out. i cant ( Read more... )

yesterday rocked my fucking face off!! so mark picked me up at like 2, and i cleaned out my room and got rid of some junk, so we dropped it off at salvation army, then went in lol. i got some pj pantz, a couple shirts, a couple frames and a necklace. pretty sweet, pretty sweet. then i hung out at markz for a while, watched toys, chilled..pretty ( Read more... )

name fifteen things that currently bring you a moment of joy, and tag five friends to do the same. in no particular order:

01. food, duh
02. sleep..ive been dreaming a lot lately...
03. David Gray's "White Ladder" cd
04. weekends...or non school
05. mark <3 *thanks*
06. new friends at milford...makes me feel more at home...
07. my pipmple's gone...*jumpz ( Read more... )

"Please forgive me if I act a little strange..for I know not what I do.."

i feel like im drifting further away from my friends from lakeland..and im not sure what to think. staying at lakeland could have been the worst thing to do, or the best and now i'll never know. i miss my friends to death already, and im just not clinging to anyone at milford ( Read more... )

*still shaking*  i had my singing audition today. omfg i wuz shaking so much, and i totally bombed the sight reading. but i think i did really good on the song. damn i hope i got it...if i make it i go to regionals. ahhH!

damn..this..umm really suckz right now. everyone thinks i spread rumourz about andrea. which i didnt. i didnt even hear about ( Read more... )

i dont no..todayz been a real shitty day. i had the strangest dream last night...i was friendz with jordan again, like our parentz got over it and stuff, and we were just talking and stuff. then i went to andreaz, and this must of been like next summer, cuz me and andrea werent best friendz...we were barely friendz...eh. what else is new. then like ( Read more... )

idk how itz possible, but it wuz. and it is. somehow, things are turning around...me and mark have been spending a lot of time together, and..im realizing that thingz can get better. i like him-a lot. i spent like thursday, friday and yesterday with him, and everytime i leave, im always thinking that that wuz better then it could ever be. yeah ( Read more... )

ive been feeling really icky lately. idk just bad day i guess. i cant really pin point a reason why. im just really sad i guess..thoughtz of last summer..or the summer b4 that. or the summer b4 that. how i watched thingz change right b4 my eyez..for the bad. how me and andrea used to be the best best best of friendz, and now..were not that close ne ( Read more... )

so wow shit happend this weekend!! geesh! ok where do i start?!

ok so mikez been being a dick lately. like wow. wtf happend to last weekend? he wuz so sweet and cool and now hez being a total ass. idk hez just not being as nice and stuff, and god. so friday he tried to come over when my parentz were gone, but of course my brother rated us out. ass ( Read more... )