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[suzannej8]

I've always been a pretty open book. Anyone was welcome to my opinions, thoughts, emotions, whatever, as long as they wanted to be. I've also never been at a loss for words. But over the past 6 months, and during the past month especially, I see myself just shutting down. I don't talk about things anymore. I don't use my journals. I don't return my

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[caitlinmary]

When bad things happen to me, I become a hermit. I don't talk on the phone. I don't e-mail. I basically shut down. Its like, if I can't deal with myself, why would anyone else be able to? And its hard because then people get mad because "I'm a bad friend" for not calling, e-mailing etc... I've tried explaining that I just can't do it, but I fear they just don't understand...in fact I'm pretty sure they don't

[anenkletos]

Well, we're not close, and I've only commented a few times..but, its obvious that when you married Sean you opened up to him, became completely vunerable..had his daughters, ect...and even though you guys are working this out (from what I last read) you were vunerable & you got hurt...and even though you guys are coming together & trying to heal things...that makes you vunerable again-so its VERY natural for you to close off & be hard to the world & to him because of the hurts you have..because you don't want to be hurt again...and that relates also to everyone else...I'll be praying for you & that some type of supernatural wellness will come to you-so that you can feel good in your life, and all relationships that you encounter. GOD BLESS!

[thehomefront]

Praying for you, Gloria.

[ncsujen]

Hey sweetie, I don't know how you are doing or if you and Sean are working things out, but it sounds like you could use someone to talk to. I hope you use this journal at least to let your feelings out- if you are scared of being judged or losing friends, there is always that nifty "private" feature (and you know I use mine a TON!).
Thinking of you ♥