going back to work felt so odd ( Read more... )

i need to abandon the great 1-8 for a while. i am going to be there tonight, but i really doubt i will be crashing there.

i've been there almost everynight for the past five days just drinking and smoking.
i am getting tired and kind of run down by it.

i am highly confused about almost everything lately.

i keep getting obsessive about a lot of stuff too.

i'm leaving with something.

found a couple apts. now i just have to decide.
philly is AWESOME and i can't wait to move there. i met a couple really really sweet people.

also mike IM'd me online. i miss that boy a lot.
he is doing so good though and having so much fun.

i visited walkabout today late afternoon. i miss that a lot too.

and that's about it for right now.
<3

my mom got me drunk this evening.

and i really saw how much my parents love eachother tonight.
it really made me love their love..if that makes sense.

i just see how much they go through and they're stilly togethor after almost 30 years. wow.

weird.

p.s.
i love tbaum. i talked to her for over an hour tonight and i can't wait to see that girl.

so i watched anchorman last night for the 100th time at the danbury apartment, but this time i was high.
AND IT STILL MAKES ME LAUGH JUST AS HARD AS EVER!

oh man.

so i've been going to the gym everyday now and i feel great. even though i probably haven't lost any weight, i feel more confident ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

i hate when certain songs remind you of someone in your past.

:(

these are cute ( Read more... )