summer romance . . <3

[sw3et_x_secret]

WARNING: IF YOU HAVE A BOII FREIND: DO NOT READ THIS!

alright, this is how i feel! =;[ . . . loney! UGH!!!!!!!! i really hate this!! and yes, some people do know that i want somebodyy older, i really dont know whyy, i just do! i think i just feel so conferterable? i dunno, i cant think of that word, asked sam to help but she said contemplative

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[mariahcareyfan4]

Jessica, look. I know you're lonely and i am too, but then again i have so much more to look foward to then who my next BF is gonna be! For instance, my music, my writing, and family, friends, and US! You are what keeps me going really, other than Mariah, and, i dont know how to say it. You are just really uplifting and have a really uplifting effect on me and my life. Whenever i feel like shit i just literally have to talk to you and in less then a minute you say something that makes me smile! I have NEVER EVER met a person that could do that - until i met you. So i wanna thank you for everything you've done for me - most things you did you probably dont even realize. You always continue to inspire me and you taught me to never give up and never stop believing in myself. Now i can truly believe in myself because i know that YOU believe in ME. You have really opened me up and i've grown so much from you, and i've learned more about myself. I found who i really am in you and thats why we'll be best friends forever. You also taught me

[sw3et_x_secret]

wow-speachless!! laughing and crying at the same time!!!! im lonely yes, but at times, i just want my freedom and i can care less about a guyy! i dunno, my heart is confused! =[ when i go up to orlando and if i see billy, i REALLY wannna talk to him cuz last night i had a dream that they invented these new buses and it took me to billys house where his sister, mother, my mom were there! now, they were re-doing there house or moivng, dunno lol and i went into billys room and just looked at pictures of him when he was younger and i went in the closet, dont no whyy but i just really wanna meet him!!! AHH! i keep you going? damn, we . . like everything, have the same deises!! cuz you keep me going as well!! you REALLY have put god in my life, cuz of you, i pray all the time now!! lsat night, when i was praying, i was feaking falling alsleep on god cuz i like talking to him! im SOOOOOOO happy to hear that by me sayng: sam, i dont understand . . . how come lizzareds could walk on the celling but us, humans, cant? WOW! i have to ammit, im

[anonymous_139]

you spelled confortable wrong. lol. but hey. listen. having a guy, isn't all that cracked up to be. you miss the freedom. especially when you don't know what you want in a guy yet youre stuck with whatever you get. you shouldn't have to setlle for whatever you can get. you should settle for the best. okay, yeah. you want someone to hold you. blah blah blah. hold your dog if you need to. just be happy being single and when the right guy holds your attention then you know that it's someone worth pursing. till then, have fun in cancun!! love you and miss you.

[sw3et_x_secret]

lmfao! i figured i did! =\ lol cant spell for shit! well, thats the thing, i want that guy who hold my attention! i would hold my dog, but i dont have one! =[ lol but i serciulsy want to find that one specail guy! days change off and on but i just hear about all these realtionships and how they love each other! i really wanna feel that love and i want somebody to love me back! hopefully i can find him soon!! xoxo love yah and miss yah too!!