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SOOOO. today, I had sooooo much fun, thanks to KRYS! I love her to death. She already planned to spend the day with me for my birthday present. We chilled at her house for a little, mmmhmm haha. Then missed the first train, and waited like, 2 hours to catch the next one. Went to Atlantic City, and she gave me money, and i got a cute tank top and " ( Read more... )

I have these feelings, but I don't know how to express them. So all I do is hold it inside, and it's starting to hurt more than usual.

I love my friends, because they're all I got.

So yesterday was my birthday.

Me, Katie, And Jeremy hung out with Captian Jack Sparrow in my back yard, then Vince came over and we took a trip to the Magical Forest where I turned florescent pink, like i've never seen before.

I love my friends. <3

I'm Going to be 17 in four days. Woo Hoo.

For some odd reason, I don't feel like this weekend, or next week, Is going to be good.

And I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling like the lowest person in the world. I just, hate feeling like im nothing. I don't want to feel like that anymore.

So, this weekend has been a mess/great. So much is building up inside my head right now, and it's kind of scary ( Read more... )

After finding out some INTERESTING new last night while I was hanging out with Krys and Tim, Lee came and picked me up. We went to the movies and saw Blades of Glory. It was a pretty funny movie. I'm glad that we're hanging out agian, as friends ( Read more... )

zach wolf cheated on me with alex bryan. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

So far, this week has been pretty fucking bad, and I've been upset, and trying not to show it. I've been stressed out about prom, because I had to wear my dress from 8th grade, I didn't have shoes, or anything at all for it. But Tomorrow night, Katie's mom is going to take me out and Buy me a dress, shoes, and handbag, without my dad knowing, ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, about how much I'm changing, and thing I can do to better myself. Well, at least I'm hoping it'll be better.I hate how I toggle myself back and forth. It's just confusing and frustrating for everyone.Yesterday I hung out with Lee, and two of his friends. It was pretty chill, and I had fun, even though I ( Read more... )