It’s slowly starting to come to me. I’m only barely able to even grasp the magnitude of it all. Everyone else seems to be able to understand it all pretty easily, but somehow I’m still having trouble believing it. Half expecting to wake up tomorrow, half trying to diminish the accomplishment so that I can comprehend it all. The trophy is ( Read more... )

Proud... Not quite sure why though.

I’ve set up a home bar in my room...quite impressive if you ask me, and everyone seems to love it. I like being a bartender. If you haven’t seen it, Daisy took a picture when I first brought everything out, although it’s missing a few bottles. My Bar. People come over and sit on my balcony and look over the ( Read more... )

I found out one of my friends contracted an STD tonight. She told me on line but God I want to go over and hug her so badly. I'm not quite sure yet if it's to comfort her or me. I half feel like crying half feel like punching something. It's not fair. This girl is hands down the sweetest and most innocent girl I've ever met. Once, just once ( Read more... )

School’s starting to get going now. Days are starting to come and go, and pass by with a mono-chronomatic essence. Repetition begins and patterns seem to start falling into place. Everyone’s settled in by now and the same old college life is returning from a summer break. Walking through the green campus is bringing back the same feelings that ( Read more... )

What a beautiful morning. I’m sitting out on my new balcony in just my boxers and a t-shirt. The sun’s warming my feet as I look over the lush green horizon and along the skyline of downtown San Antonio. My music is playing and Leticia is still asleep on my bed...This year will be amazing. Classes start tomorrow and I couldn’t be more excited ( Read more... )

The last of my friends have given me their goodbye hugs. The last sunset has set over the hills behind my house. The last fill-up of gas was over priced as usual. The last article of clothing is packed up in my suitcase. And the last night in California is bringing me nothing but smiles ( Read more... )

As summer draws to an end, I’ve given some time to reflect on myself and the past few months. This past week I’ve been home alone and it’s really given me a chance to see what life will be like once I leave college and start living on my own. It was a little overwhelming at first, there was so much I had to do. Feed and clean up after all the ( Read more... )

I think I need a nap. It’s been such a week. Ticia and Daisy are onboard their planes by now and on their way home. I had maybe what was the most fun week of my life. We did so many things it’d almost be easier to just tell you what we didn’t do. Let’s see...went to Fisherman’s Wharf, Ghiradelli Chocolate Factory, Pier 39, Lombard street, ( Read more... )

I’ve had the opportunity to do a lot of thinking the past few days. Our house was fumigated for termites so I was stuck doing several chores to the house by myself. A good opportunity to do what I seem to do quite often: think. The main focus these past days have mainly been about myself. About my life and my attempt to understand it all. I ( Read more... )

I had a joint Birthday party with my friend Kara this weekend. We spent 2 nights down in San Lois Obispo at Laurie's new house. It's fairly close to the beach, at the end of her block is a little cliff that goes down to the ocean. Nine people total were there, and I had a really great time. My friends really are a terrific bunch, we hit all the ( Read more... )