I had a journal entry up in place of this one I wrote last night, but no one had read it yet so I figured it was ok to replace it ( Read more... )

For some reason, I've had a couple people bring up the subject of relationships to me recently. I suppose it's coincidence, but maybe it's just us all coming back from the break with things on our minds. I won't mention any names here, but one of my friends made me kinda proud. She told me she'd taken my advice and kept out of relationships for ( Read more... )

Oh wow, where to start this one? This break was absolutely wonderful. I couldn't have asked for a better one. I went home with the intention to use this break as a test to see if I could belong again...if I still had a place back in Cupertino. I think it took all of 5 minutes to answer that question. I went out my first night with Laurie, ( Read more... )

I went to a party last weekend at Laurie's house. God I missed her. I hadn't seen her since High School and hadn't spoken to her since early last summer I believe. She's engaged already, has been for awhile. Got a ring and everything. I've known her since 7th grade, she was one of my closest friends that actually stayed one of my closest, seeing ( Read more... )

I wrote this psychology paper on how self-esteem effects the way we handle rejection in relationships. The study I researched concluded that low self-esteem people will tend to shy away and down-play their relationship when faced with a possible future rejection. They will use "hypothesis-testing" to determine whether or not their partner is likely ( Read more... )

Guess what??? Jennifer's comin down to Texas! I'm gonna spend a weekend in Austin with her and her mom in February while she plays a tournament. We decided not to tell her mom cause I wanna see the look on Sharon's face when I surprise her. Heeheehee. Sharon was cool. I haven't seen her (or Jennifer) since, well, since Jan. 2000, right about when ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from California and I must say, it's VERY good to be back. After one unpleasant moment after another, and having the highlight of my entire break be the purchase of a Better Than Ezra CD, I must say that I truly consider Trinity my home. And it's good to be back ( Read more... )

Ok, so why is it that when I look back on all the endings of every relationship, or even crush, that I always say to myself, how stupid! Let's start at the beginning. 8th grade, Jamie Kitano. I knew I liked her, I knew she liked me, everyone knew we liked each other. Yet not a single thing happened. Only when I saw her interest drifting did I try ( Read more... )

I went out to Austin to see a comedian by the name of Mitch Hedberg tonight. He was pretty good, I had a good time. Plus, it's always nice to leave Trinity every once in a while. I drove up with Daisy and David, then came back with them plus Ticia. Oh, and we stopped at IHOP after the show too. Met a few people, nothing major ( Read more... )

Well, went for a jog at 6:30 this morning. Not quite sure why I agreed to that, but now that I did it I can see myself doing it again. It was really nice. I got back to my dorm around 7:00-7:15 with Kat, then went out to run again. Did that for another 30 minutes, then went and played basketball in the gym for half an hour. Never thought I'd like ( Read more... )