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Its been a while
it's been a while since I've posted anything here. If there was anything I needed to mention I've probably forgot about it. So far, I've started going back to school (ITI Tech). I'm working on getting my GED and once that's accomplished I'll be enrolling to study Drafting. What sect of Drafting? Not sure, yet. Probably Civil ( Read more... ) -
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What's first? Let me think....*thinks*. Blue, my dog, died. Me and Joey dug a really nice grave for him where he used to stay in the backyard. I was saddened by his lost, but I was even more frought during the end of his days and all the suffering he must have endured. I just deleted almost the entire blog I had posted because it was a little ( Read more... ) -
let there be light
I can't think of the most remotely interesting thing to talk about, but as always it's been a while since my last post and I feel obligated to keep it updated. But, what could I possibly talk about? I guess it's the environment here. I usually post at night when my parents are home usually watching the TV and sometimes making the occasional ( Read more... ) -
going on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
Okay....I'm updating. Techniquely, I'm all ready updated at this point...But, I shall elaborate. I quit/got fired at Burger King. They were working me hours overtime and not paying me for it, then they starting pulling the same shit that MacDonald's pulled when they started scheduling me to wake early in the morning. Except, it was different at ( Read more... ) -
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I don't really feel like typing right now, but...it's been a while since I've been on here, sooooo...I got a job at Burger King, now. It is a shit hole, dead end job where you are an expendable plastic screw in the gear of a cheaply made, soul consuming machine. and I'm on an unsteady work-out routine..... but, I'm working out again, nonetheless. ( Read more... ) -
November
This October has sucked big, sweaty, hairy, grimey, dirty, filthy, misshapen, zit covered, Ogre balls. MMmmmmm, sounds good right? Well, that's how I feel about this October. Under the circumstances I guess I should be a little more understanding, but that doesn't mean I can't be pissed off. Usually the Livingston Fair comes through during ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah, it's not going to be easy for me to adapt to the neuro-vocabulary. Sometimes, I have trouble pronouncing the words. But, I will read slowly and meticulously. I'm not sure how this will benefit me socially, but it would give me a sense of self satisfaction. It is something I've pondered on for a while. I've been pacing back and forth in ( Read more... ) -
drooling retard in a wheel chair
Well, just now I took a step in the right direction. I printed out 7 pages of nothing but paragraphs on neurotransmitters, synaptic transmission, acetylcholine, cholinergic agonists and antagonists, serotonin, GABA. It should be quite an interesting read. As for the last post...Well, nothing has really happened. I got a job with an Insurance ( Read more... ) -
The cycle
Just a week and a half ago my Uncle shoots his self in the head...4 days ago one of my close friends pulls an over dose suicide. Needless to say, he's dead now. Went to his funeral yesterday. The air was made of love bugs. I think it was Jeff's last laugh. Me and two other friends stayed behind to witness the lowering of his casket. James ( Read more... ) -
Almost something
Other than playing bloody knuckles with myself, I have developed some what of another habit, where periodically I will punch myself in the chest really hard. It usually happens when I have a heart palpitation. Then I think, "Yeah, do it again, but this time make it hurt, mother fucker"... There's only two things that could be wrong with me and I ( Read more... )