I've decided that I know what I want. Well, let me rephrase that. I've at least narrowed it down to a few things that I want. It's easy to dream about the things you want. It's just getting there that's the tough part.

I want to write. I love writing. I always have. I've always been good at it and it's always come naturally to me. I want to sit ( Read more... )

 So today was alright, I suppose. I mean, the day flew by but that's mostly because I worked only eight hours as oppose to my usual SIXTEEN. lol. I really do love the 6:30 to 2:30 shift. It's definitely pimp. Although there's a bunch of advantages to going in later on in the morning, I'll probably still miss my early hours if and when they do ( Read more... )

Really...?

Okay, you have to be real with me on this: How hard is it to do your damn job? Especially when you've been doing it for a said "decade" at least? I mean, seriously. A decade?! Come on. That's like, half my life. You hhad to have gotten the hang of what you're supposed to be doing by now. I swear. I'm gone for three hours and the whole ( Read more... )

 Good Lord, what a week it's been. I've never fully understood the meaning of the word scatterbrained until fairly recently. Between this move, having my belongings in two places, and working roughly sixteen hours on an almost daily basis, my mindset has been somewhat altered. Tell me again why it was that I got a second job?? To catch up with old ( Read more... )

It's possible I may die of dyhydration or exhaustion today. I haven't decdied which yet. I'm so stressed right now. I can't even describe how I feel any better than that.

Oh and ps, I hate dumb bitches.

me: Guh. I hate girls. They're so stupid.
Sam: Me too.
*we look at each other*
me: Wait...
Sam: Yeh. I don't know where I was going with

I.feel.like.death.

Going to visit my grandma in H-Town. Hope she likes her peppersteak. :)

*via text message*
Lenny: So I look good with a baby?
me: I said you look good in coral.
Lenny: Oh is that what it was?

Funny how she's moving supposedly momentarily and yet she STILL has to put in the last word. Go to California, already. Good riddance. Find some girl up there to harrass. I'm over your bullshit ( Read more... )

Last night, as well as today, was a bust... but I'll get to all that later. Let me start at the beginning. I brought my car rather swiftly to Tire Kingdom after work because I wasn't exactly sure what was wrong with it. The clanking noise, however, was completely bugging me out. [At the actual Tire Kingdom, I familiarized myself with a cute boy. He ( Read more... )

Ryan and I hung out yesterday and honestly, although it's been like, forever since we've talked in person, it felt like we picked up right where we left off. Something I've always admired about him is his ability to smile through everything going on around him. Hanging out with him always puts me in a good mood even if my life is falling apart ( Read more... )

 
I'm so beyond being sick that it's getting to be not even funny anymore. All afternoon I had these insane and ever present chest pains that I just couldn't seem to shake no matter how many Rapid Release Tylenols I took. Then I have this thing with the blurred vision. I mean, as most people know, I'm relatively blind, but my vision is clearly ( Read more... )