I went to see Saw IV last night with some Cedarview crew and my very satisfying boyfriend. It was alright but quite honestly, a little overrated. I mean, don't get me wrong: I love horror movies and guts and gore and people getting their legs chopped off because their vigilantes feel that it's necessary but after awhile, it gets old. And yet, it ( Read more... )

I don't understand people. Does thirty-two years of marriage mean nothing to people anymore? Thirty-two years of laughter, tears, children, and vacation apparently adds up to literally nothing but heartache and pain. I can't seem to comprehend how it is that you can just walk away from someone. No, not just someone. THE SOMEONE who has stood by you ( Read more... )

Who would have thought, some twenty-three years ago, that their newborn child was touched by Satan? You know, when all is said and done, there are still some nights that I lie awake in bed, listening for the sound of my door opening because Tom stole my Hide-A-Key and decided that it was completely normal for him to waltz into my apartment at 1:30 ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel consumed by all that's around me. It's hard to swallow that fact that I had to change my number to get away from Tom and it seems that it's impossible to get away from Lindsey. She always there, lurking around in the dark cornors of myspace. She's sitting on her side of cyberspace, tormenting me with her fatal fallacies and ( Read more... )

I'm in my new apartment and I love it. I was nervous at first just because of the fact that I'm inviting myself into someone's love nest (lol) but now I can honestly say that I could not ask for better roommates. Really. They're fabulous ( Read more... )

I guess Tom forgets why it is that I'm not with him. Maybe because he's an asshole and did nothing but cheat on me, abuse me, and lie to be for the better part of two years. But I'm the bitch because I refuse to be with him. Well, sorry bud. Maybe Lindsey will fall for your crap again but I definitely won't. I'm not that stupid. People don't change ( Read more... )

This weekend was beyond flawless. It was the best weekend I think I could have ever spent with my parents... and considering it'll be awhile since I'll be seeing them again, I'm extremely thankful for that.

Saturday:
I ran around the better Port Richey/New Port Richey area trying to get a million things done before I made my way down to Naples. The ( Read more... )

I'm a rut. Some choose to call it a fog. Whatever it is, I hate it. I'm so ready to move on from it that it isn't even funny.

I feel like my life is falling down around me. I feel like just a few short months ago, I had my life relatively together. I was catching myself up in school, had broken away from Tom and his overbearing tendencies, and was ( Read more... )

I find myself somewhat baffled by the idea of someone proclaiming the hatred of another person and yet... they continually speak to each other. They're each others' mutual "friend" and on the other hand they will expound on their passionate hate for one another. It knocks my socks off. Quite honestly? It's so Ridgewood. Doesn't come to a shock to ( Read more... )

I have to say that there are definitely times when I am left with free time to sit back and look freely on the choices that I've made in my life. Sometimes I think to myself with a frown, "What was I thinking?" and then there's times when I look back on those same scenarios and think, "Thank God I did what I did." Why? Because as Courtney tells me ( Read more... )