*happy st. valentine's day, bitches*


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i feel tierd. i feel empty, small, and very fragile. but mostly i feel tierd. like i have nothing left, less than nothing. it was a long, exhausting weekend... all i want is your arms.

i woke up this morning a bit too early snuggled up in my boyfriend's bed. then i came home and took a three hour nap with my sweet boy james. now it is 12:30 and i suppose i should start my day. *shrug* or stay in my jammies until it is time for work. we'll see...

it is one a.m and i am enjoying resting in the recliner with my cats, reeping the benefits of wireless internet, and watching the home and garden channel. i spent the later part of my day painting my new cozy attic bedroom a pink and white. i spent the earlier part of my day with my favortie faggot, also known as my boyfriend alexander. a saturday ( Read more... )

if anyone in the portland area knows of anyone looking for an expirienced nanny please contact me. my full time job is ending sooner than i anticipated and i need to find work fast. i would prefer a placement caring for an infant or a young toddler and my going rate starts at around $12. i have excellent references ( Read more... )

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i am tierd, way behind my eyes were sleep can't reach. i haven't been sleeping so well ( Read more... )

i am regretfull to say that after living a long and full guinea pig life [about five years], sir benjamin james died early this week. he will be missed.


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you scare me more than the hard times
-l.m.

if nothing else in my life makes a whole lot of sence right now, i have one new sweet perfect beautiful nephew/godchild in my life. and that little tiny person is more than enough to bring some peace to my february depression ( Read more... )