The windows are all open in this little square apartment/ I smell green onions, the kind that grow wild in the yard, under the earth, hott, juicy and independant from a gardener/ I smell exhaust being carried by the wind / I see the rainbow blanket blowing in the window being used as a make shift curtain/ The light in the living room is on despite ( Read more... )

It's jacked up early to me right now, but heathers car is having trouble so I drove her to work this morning in the beast and have allready been awake now for quite some time. I leave for another wonderful day at beauty boot camp in an hour anyway and then have one more evening off of work tonight. Then five days of school and work to follow ( Read more... )

I'm moving to third street ( Read more... )

Brit and I have decided that were writing a book.

"Cranberry has four mommies"
The story of a cat in a non-traditional home.

http://www.cnn.com/2005/US/09/24/antiwar.ap/index.html

It's been a long time coming. I wrote more on my xanga about it. It was incredible.

I'm blowing out my candles at midnight tonight.

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I feel worried. I'm worried about my body. I worry that i'm not at all what I perceive I am, that i'm fatter, darker, hairier. That i'm a bad dresser, that I have bad taste. I worry that i'm not going to be able to quit smoking and i'm going to have a permanate smokers voice by twenty-five. That I won't be able to pay my loans back for school. That ( Read more... )

Picture Post!!! Me and Brit on our one year anniversary being cute and cuddly.


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I shouldn't be this tired for getting up at eleven, falling asleep at three. Any eight hours of sleep is loved. But the thoughts and dreams I have are making my sleep anything but restful. I would give up my favorite pillow in exchange for just one seamless dreamless night tonight. No faces, no places of employment, no what-if dreams ( Read more... )