i keep getting really depressed. i feel like i'm slowly being buried... by myself. i have been digging my own hole. the only person i ever see (and not very often) is lydia. i barely see john and haven't seen anyone else in months ( Read more... )

school is good. work (at harry's) is good. john is good (but hairy. i'm so excited about march-- i'm going to see my sister and josh. i love going up there because there's culture and no people with hick-ass accents ( Read more... )

i start my new job tomorrow then i work @ TCC too

school this semester is sooooo much better, thus far. i like aerobics and it should help me with my goal of loosing another 40 lbs.
i've been so bored lately. nothing to do... like tonight i have nothing to do; i'm off and john and everyone else is working... it sucks.

i'm sooooo fucking sick...
i have a 103 degree fever, and i can barely swallow my own saliva, my mom thinks i have strep, but she's not a doctor....
if it's not better by tomorrow i going to urgent care....
i hate this.

so this is the new year and i don't feel any different ( Read more... )

time moves either too slowly or rapidly.
it depends on how you want time to move-
it taunts you.

okay so yeah i waited to the last minute to do two of my very large papers and now i'm fucked. way to go ashley !
i win.

i feel very ugly.

I BOUGHT A NEW IBOOK!!!this morning mom and i went to the apple store in the mall at millenia... Whoop!~