my life is starting to go in an entirely different direction. this scares me...I've been so content knowing what I've been planning on doing with my life. but it seems like there might be a BIG change coming up in the near future...and I'm very excited about it. it's just so surreal--reality seems like a dream...one of those really good dreams that ( Read more... )

1. You know more about me than I do. You are my closest friend, yet you are the farthest away. You are my angel. You take care of me and have always been there for me. We have interesting inside jokes...particularly about penguins!! HAHA!! ;P Your presence has never failed to make the room shine like a thousand stars. I feel the closest to you, but ( Read more... )

...are hott. hehe. ♥

THIS SATURDAY WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!!!! MARK, YOU ARE THE BEST!! I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR WHAT YOU DID FOR ME!!! :-)

I am sooooooooo unbelievably happy!!!! It's not even funny....life is too good to me sometimes haha!! :P

I'M SO FRIGGIN SCARED ABOUT THE OUTCOME OF THIS SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Every time I open up my heart...

...it gets crushed.

I'm such an idiot.

I should have known.

Why do I keep doing this to myself?

OH MY GOD. This weather is horrible....it's making me think too much. In the process of thinking about life's crap, I started thinking about how Kristin, Hamid and I went to BJs on Thursday. Oh God, I'm so embarrassed. Hamid ordered a ton of vodka and shared it w/ Kristin, and after about 15 minutes, they were both wasted. They were SOOOOOOOOOOOO ( Read more... )

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....it makes me sad and lonely.