Rebuilding Tinkerstien...
This is me---- 
Who am I? Well that is both easy and hard to answer. If you want a name, I have a few. Deanna is what I prefer to be called in person. To the very limited I am Tink. To even fewer I am D. Online I am more Tinker Ramone. Names don't really say much about a person. I mean, we rarely choose our nicknames(although I did choose Ramone.) I can certainly tell you I didn't choose any of the names above and loathe one of them.
Every year I have these moments of rebirth. I am sure I am not the only one. If you haven't had these moments, then I feel sad for you. To learn something new about ones self is an amazing adventure. That's what a rebirth is really, discovering something new about yourself and applying it to everyday life. Looking at the year of mistakes and knowing you can do better this time around is the way we learn how to live. Lately the rebirth has be more of a rebuilding. I knocked the blocks down and now I have to start anew. I remember where most of the blocks were and most of them will be put in the same place. But some blocks were not needed or misplaced. Hell I forgot to put some blocks in the mix altogether.
I am never sure why I feel the need to share such thoughts or moments in my life. I just start typing. Some journal entries come out much better than others. This one is scattered and not really sure of itself. Which is fitting. This is how I feel today. Scattered and unsure. I do feel like me, 100% Deanna. Which is something I have been lacking lately. But I am not sure where I am going at the moment.
Maybe my next entry will make better sense of it all. For now this will have to do...
Who am I? Well that is both easy and hard to answer. If you want a name, I have a few. Deanna is what I prefer to be called in person. To the very limited I am Tink. To even fewer I am D. Online I am more Tinker Ramone. Names don't really say much about a person. I mean, we rarely choose our nicknames(although I did choose Ramone.) I can certainly tell you I didn't choose any of the names above and loathe one of them.
Every year I have these moments of rebirth. I am sure I am not the only one. If you haven't had these moments, then I feel sad for you. To learn something new about ones self is an amazing adventure. That's what a rebirth is really, discovering something new about yourself and applying it to everyday life. Looking at the year of mistakes and knowing you can do better this time around is the way we learn how to live. Lately the rebirth has be more of a rebuilding. I knocked the blocks down and now I have to start anew. I remember where most of the blocks were and most of them will be put in the same place. But some blocks were not needed or misplaced. Hell I forgot to put some blocks in the mix altogether.
I am never sure why I feel the need to share such thoughts or moments in my life. I just start typing. Some journal entries come out much better than others. This one is scattered and not really sure of itself. Which is fitting. This is how I feel today. Scattered and unsure. I do feel like me, 100% Deanna. Which is something I have been lacking lately. But I am not sure where I am going at the moment.
Maybe my next entry will make better sense of it all. For now this will have to do...