finally I decided to lock my journal and most of my entries are going to be "friends only" from now on. so if you really curious what's in there add me and let me know I would probably add you back - most of the time
hopefull...:x

I'm going to school now...bye!

this week went incredibly fast. its only the first week and I'm pissed off already. I've to finish 6 essays for my esl class and 1 research paper 8-10 pages. another six essays and one 10 page comparison paper between buddism and hinduism for philosophy. and a lot reading for astronomy this quarter. one hour a day for piano. I made a schedule but ( Read more... )

I'm in school right now. I called Asuka and she was at home. She said she was sick and wasnt able to come poor babe. It made me feel not too exciting today. I'll go visit her after class if i still have time. as usual school is crowded at the beginning of each quarter and Ive met some friends. maybe my hair does really changed a lot some people ( Read more... )

Asuka's came back from japan last night and they had a party at her apt. I didnt go cuz my muscle on my inner-thigh was really hurt untill now. I have no idea why. it started yesterday afternoon. I wrote lulu an email hope this time she'll understand me. school start tomorrow. I miss school a lot but I really dont know if I can handle next quarter ( Read more... )

lulu's email impressed me. It made me feel like how inmature I am in front of her. I am the one who messed up the whole thing and now asking for pity. I wish everything could start over and I wouldnt be the one that actually made everyone worries. She said I'm her only friend regardless in what way she meant. That really warmed me and I rather ( Read more... )

I had a fight with Ice just now, actually it was all my fault i know that. I started everything and I dont know why I did that to him... he's actually the nicest guy ever and untill last min he still said okay bye to me. Im kinda insane these days, people forgive me please. I really didnt mean to hurt anyone including myself but I felt like if I ( Read more... )

its goin to be a new year after 45 mins. people are celebrating which i think is worthless. I was like them years ago cuz I expected everything will be much better as I wished on the new years eve but it was just a beautiful excuse. nothin's really changed unless you work out yourself. and if you cant, you're making a resolution for the rest of ( Read more... )

I dont know what I'm gonna write, just cant find a point to start. lucky I'm using keyboard and I can delete everythin in 1 sec. thats kinda scare me sometimes people are too smart...
I really dont know what I'm doin everyday and why I'm doing this after I got back from the vacation. Nothing's really happened or being changed but I started to feel ( Read more... )

I havent been here for awhile since I was really busy lately. Nothin much serious I was busy enjoying the christmas. I flew back from los angeles tonight and went to Tonny and Danny's birthday party ( Read more... )