now that i have found someone i am feeling more alone

[sweet_avenue28]

sooo. i suppose this will be a written entry b/c i feel the need to get some things out. then immediately after i am posting a survey because they are fun times. i have never been a ray of sunshine exactly, but for the most part i was content with my life. this year at school has changed that. slowly but surely i am becoming more depressed and

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[foxygrandma8234]

I've been going down a spiral lately, too. I was sorry to hear about your grandpa tonight. When my dad got cancer, Matt and his family were very sweet to us, too, and since I'm not in IL, it's a good thing you have him ;}. But don't give up on your grandpa. There have been people who have had no chance of survival after cancer, but still have survived. Miracles do exist! Don't ever give up, either, because miracles don't happen if you give up. Plus, can't they do a bone marrow transplant? There are always options such as that, and he can become part of an experimental medicine group, like my dad did. It's helped a lot of patient's cancer go into remission. I'm sorry that you've been depressed. I wish I was there to hug you, but we'll be together in 6 months. Not to mention, I'm always up, so don't act like you don't know my number bitch! Plus, I believe at ISU they have free counseling you can go to. You should check that out with your RA or whomever might better be able to get you to them, if your mom won't get you counseling. I know

Bah I've made it easy for you!

[foxygrandma8234]

http://www.counseling.ilstu.edu/Clinical/cs_index.shtml

[sweet_avenue28]

i should go to a counselor or something, i am just scared to :( thanks for looking that up for me though. becky + nicki = best friends forever