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why does it always feel like i'm caught in an undertow?

topanga days killed me. alex's house tonight with the girls.

i cannot believe i am awake. sleeping on the bathroom floor was definitely not comfortable, but neither of us wanted to go in that bed. what a crazy night, a lot of randomness and some craziness, but nothing too bad. never drinking tequila again; never talking to cops while in my underwear again; never getting up from a bed once i claim it again; ( Read more... )

happy birthday natalie morad!!!!!!!!you are the fucking love of my life, with our nanananana-ing, our constant laughter, our poetry exchanges, our talks, even our terrible driving. i cannot wait for ucsb with you. our friendship began only this year, but i hope it lasts the rest of our lives ( Read more... )

good luck with that piece of work.

i can't write today.

natalie and i are going to write a book together, a collection of prose and poetry. we have the next four years to do it. as sylvia plath said, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise ( Read more... )

but, i won't make you.i became a student council salesgirl with natalie, bari, marina, jeff, max, and daniel. natalie and i saw something extremely funny, even though it slightly hurt my feelings. i feel old...well not old, because that sounds bad. this is a good feeling. i feel mature and almost steady. i may be stronger than i believed i was. ( Read more... )

i'm going to cry like a fucking baby on prom night. i have known bari since first grade. i have known jessica since 7th, and kaye since 8th. i have known marina since 7th, as well. i have known natalie only a year (thank god we are going to college together), as well as aerie. i have known jordan for a long time, but we only really got close this ( Read more... )

"you're as hard on yourself as you are on everyone else."