Comments | sweet_caitie_lu: It feels like I still lost.

sweet_caitie_lu

It feels like I still lost.

Jun 07, 2005 23:13

Well, things with Mike and I have slowed down. And just when I find the one guy that is worth everything (which isn't Mike) I get beaten by my own hesitation and everyone turns against me. Anyone who knows how I feel told me I should tell him how I feel. And just when I'm about to, he finds someone else. I don't get it. Am I so easily forgotten? ( Read more... )

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chamber55 June 8 2005, 22:05:22 UTC

fuck buddy...two words i never wanted to hear my sister say in reference to herself

sweet_caitie_lu June 9 2005, 04:18:11 UTC

well i was being honest. and for the record, thats not the relationship i want, ok? i have too much respect for myself to do anything like that.

fomr lovely dirty little bee sweet_caitie_lu June 11 2005, 21:46:50 UTC

caitie lou u love and u deserve someone better! honestly, if hes stupid enough to be datin who he dates and not even notice you more than a friend then hes not g ood enough for you

Re: fomr lovely dirty little bee sweet_caitie_lu June 15 2005, 05:45:34 UTC

thanks angie, but i guess things are better now. i don't really talk to scott as much or like i use to. i guess mike is all i have which doesn't suck at all. i mean he cares about me. and that coming from is a lot. i mean, yeah aim convos are always the same until we hit one of those serious spots but those are good too because we can be completely honest with each other. but on the phone, its like awesome. i mean, desi was getting mad at me because she just broke up with corey and she saw how happy me and mike were just talking on the phone. corey and her were in the same town and didn't talk for a week. me and mike are 5 hours apart and we talk all the time. its crazy, but i'm just hoping now that its gonna work.

Re: fomr lovely dirty little bee sweet_caitie_lu June 22 2005, 07:04:29 UTC

whoa...when did that stuff happy with corey and desi?? i feel so damn out of it!!! you have to tell me. but ya know im glad u found mike. i think it will work, i mean me and ben made the 5 hour thing work. and you know by the time i get home it will be 3 months =D seriously though you should have rode with me up here then you could be chillin with micheal like I am with ben!!! hehehe i love living with him! its great! hes definitely not an annoying roomate ;)

i know... hyperdeathmonky July 1 2005, 13:17:30 UTC

i know exactly how you feel. i've been through that kind of stuff plenty of times. it'll pass and your heart will heal. and i'm here for you pal. talk to you later.