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[sweet_condition]

I am atheist, negative-utilitarian bordering on nihilist, socialist, feminist, and I completely give a shit.

I am alive.

I believe in meaning.

I believe, because I have faith in myself.

I am ready to kill conspiracies.
I am ready to kill idiots.
I am ready to kill ideas.

Comments

[haylox9]

I feel like I can relate.

It is so hard to even want to be a part of this world when it seem like 90% of the people believe in something.... believe in an imaginary god or a selfish pursuit and can't see themselves for who they are or see what a selfish place they make the world into....

How people think they stand for the truth, when if they actually took a good look in the mirror and really looked into what their significance is in the world... they'd probably jump right out a window. It seems like such a huge amount of people don't give a shit about anything but making money... saving money.... spending money... like they are starved for it. They don't realize how much dysfunction their actions contribute to the world.... mostly due to capitalism.

I feel like I'm living cold turkey and the rest of the world is off in some sick daze... It is painful but worth it...

[sweet_condition]

I know, ultimately it seems like people are trying to get around responsibility for their existence and 'values': their ethics stem from God, people are either evil or good, and it's not their fault, it was meant to happen because God sought to it that it would be that way. And on the point of 'ethics', from I've heard God is pretty immoral anyway (take the story of Job).

It's true, when people realize their mortality, they either deal with it or could never possibly handle the recognizance. And you're right, I think a lot of people if they realized how insignificant they are would probably kill themselves.

Ah, capitalism. . . scourge of the earth.

[johnnykilljoy]

man, becca.

that was like a slap to the face which is my apathy with the dick that is your beliefs.

[sweet_condition]

well, well, well. . .
thanks pumpkin.

my dick is my beliefs.
my beliefs are a dick.

hhhmm. . .

all in good fun

[johnnykilljoy]

don't kill me becca

even though i probably deserve it.

& i'm jealous of your ideals

well, I AM THE FUCKING "IDEALIST"!. . . but seriously. . .

[sweet_condition]

you shouldn't be.
i'm like sunday morning or that slutty hyper sexual girl:

i am easy.

i was determined by nature to be this way.

at least you were determined to be rational and through in thought. you're like the buddhist of thought. you have no possessions, therefore nothing posses you! you are free and i am possessed. you're have a razor blade and i dance across that razor blade. you're a surgeon and i'm the drug addict who constantly over doses. having ideals is painful more than anything (someday i wish i could grow up to be more like you); they're contraband and all they do is get you in trouble. i hope my OD-ing is inspirational. besides, i am the one that's jealous, but, oh gee, here i go again! i'll just violently stop myself before i become even more obnoxious.