hmmm i have nothing to say that will be of anytime of importance in here..........mannnnnnnn i wish i passed the first time on the written test! I don't feel like going again. Ok that is all i have to say.

time to start anew........
hey i have a ripped $20. Well it's just ripped on the corner. They better accept it where ever i go to spend it.

Hmm i am so emotional now and i can't stop this crazy whirl wind of this emotional roller coaster. Sigh i hate it. Have you ever wanted something good to happen but nothing ever good happens? how much longer do you have to wait before it becomes too much? How much can some one really endure? When you thought one thing was one way but it turns out ( Read more... )

haha what a mothafuckin' POSER!!!!!!!!! lmfao

I just realized a lot about myself off what my mom told me this morning. Amazing really what a trip down memory lane can make you realize. My summer has consisted of mainly filling out applications for scholarships and finacial aid and studying for the written test for dmv. Growing up is hard and time consuming. I talked to Kim last night and he ( Read more... )

whatever.......

Awww I MISS YOU!!! I should call you but i can't help but put it off. Thinking you might not want to talk to me or call you at the wrong time. It's so cute how you miss me too. Ok so yesterday I saw Mr. Sanderson with his boyfriend at Castro and Jorge too. Naturally. Because of what happened yesterday, I am going to be paranoid taking the muni. Be ( Read more... )

Oh well no use crying over something you can't do anything about. You just got to be strong, deal and get on with your life. right? "Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I am afraid" ---that has so ( Read more... )

It's the last day of school!!!! OMFG i really need to get a job now. Seriously. My mom just told me what was wrong and she lost our rent money. I was like how the hell did that happen?? (except i didn't curse). She said she doesn't know. She kept telling me everything will be ok and i said no it's not. And thanks for telling me. My grandma didn't ( Read more... )

Graduation was today and it was very emotional. I am going to miss some people even tho they might have gotten on my nerves at times. Oh jeez i just realized we are going to be graduating with some people i don't like next year cough cough mary and wayne. I need to talk to him. But i can't. I just can't. Why is it easy for me to tell him i like him ( Read more... )