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New Beginnings
So, I moved to Iowa with my boyfriend at the end of March. Sometimes I feel like I made a big mistake. I was pregnant when we moved here. But not long after we got here I suffered a miscarriage. It tore me to pieces. But i had to stay strong, cause all of my family and friends were back in Texas. I felt so alone. I still do. And that's mostly cause ( Read more... ) -
Happy Easter
So, today was a good day.. aside from the horrible cramping.. but it will go away ( Read more... ) -
Lately...
I've been realizing that I'm over thinking things.. and making things seem worse then they are.. but ive already realized that i'm starting to see things in my boyfriend that i saw with my last one that made me not want to be with him anymore.. i mean we have only been together for about 6 monthes (October 2012) and things are going good.. except ( Read more... ) -
It's been awhile..
Well, It seems I've found this site again.. which is prolly the best thing.. since I have so much built up. So much on my mind, so much going on that i dont know what to do. Lots of things have been happening, and i have no clue how to express it all. I want so much to just sit down and talk to one of my friends or all of them.. but in the end.. ( Read more... ) -
Growing UP
Growing up.. i can't believe i actually have.. even tho.. i still feel like a kid.. but being an adult you learn to do things for yourself.. even if it means paying bills, living on your own, meeting that special someone that makes your heart beat faster. It's growing up that makes you realize that life.. life has come knocking and at some point ( Read more... ) -
Killing me Slowly
Sometimes I wish people could just tap into my thoughts and find out whats really going on in my mind. At least then i wouldnt have to put into words all the things i really want to say and do. cause then that person or people would know whats going on.. why i have trouble saying things i want to say.. which leave me with the question ( Read more... ) -
Life & Its problems.
For starters, Its been forever and a day since Ive been on here.. ALOT has happend in my life.. I have a boyfriend, Russ, who ive been with for going on 3 years. (thats a story in itself ( Read more... ) -
Emoticons
[color=violet] [b] There are so many things going thro my head at the moment that I dont know what to do about them all. I feel like i need to talk to sombody.To like get them all out you knw? But its like i cant. Cause there my things.. and nobody else. I know i need help sorting thro them all. And the fact that whatever happens to me hurts my ( Read more... ) -
So.. so much has.....
happend that i barely now where to begin. Well i guess for starters.. the Dowlearn Family -- my sisters family--- are still living with us. But on a good note - have bought a house!!!! They are sure they got it. But have to wait for the closing thingie to take place before they can move in. Which isn't going to be till September 15th! So, we have ( Read more... )