And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.

OMG today was super duper boring the only excitement was talking to alex on the phone haha! I miss him tons! he makes me die laughing and so far i have talked to him twice seince hes been there I also getting him 2 decks from corkys APRICIATE IT ALEX MERRICK! haha then i was also suposed to go to the movies with bri but my mom AT THE LAST MIN. ( Read more... )

Today was a verry fun and interesting day! first i stayed up SUPER late last night because someone named BRIANNA wouldnt let me sleep haha! also I had fun talking to sara (flroida friend haha) and lee some random guy who i.m. me! ha ha we had such a good convo then i had to get up at 9;00 and take a shower. then I got ready and i whent shopping at ( Read more... )

OMFG THIS SUMMER ROCKS!!! I have had sooo much fun! BUT ALEX MERRICK YOU HAVE MADE THIS SUMMER TONS BETTER I LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER EVER NEVER FORGET U!I MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!! Bri and evan i love u too! ok well anyways i saw alex the day he left and me him karen brianna amanda tim and travis and hung out. we took silly pictures (that i for ( Read more... )

Oh my have I been buzy buzy bumblebee! haha yesterday my karen FINALLY came over!!! then Alex and Tim came. lol we had a fun time onlie they pick on me ALOT errg lol! we walked to hungry howies and saw danny and then hung with him too! I MISS YOU JELLY-ROLL! ;0) .... anyways then we just partyed itup haha! Karen left me then I was left with thos ( Read more... )

WoW so0o much fun these last couple days and with the cRaZyEsT it all started out with Bri and Dom coming over to chill! then we had fun and took pictures and talked online and everythng which was cool. then Bri decided to stay the night...we get a phone call from one and onlie Evan and he wants us to sneek out..we said why not sooo haha we snuck ( Read more... )

A Fear OF ReJeCtIon
KePt My LOVe InsIde
I Told My HeaRt i dIdNt Want You
But I Lied........
I Dont Care If You ThiNK Im CrAZii
It Dont MattEr IF IT TurNS OUt Bad
I HAvE No FEAr Of LOsIng You
*!~Cuz you Cant LOse What U NeVer Had ~! *

I think I might of found a wonderfull guy! he is like sooo amzing! he makes me feel like NO ONE else! im soo fuckin happy! I havnt bee thins happy in such a long time! I feel like a new person...and this one is an actuall kepper I have no doubts!

well I gtg swim!

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I dont know what to say...today has probly been the most shittyest day ever! I am loosing soo many people that mean sooo much to me! I just wonder why all at once do I loose the most important?!? the guy I thouht I love gone The 2 people in my family I could talk to gone MY FRIENDS IDK im loosing them one by one over some stupid mistake! I now feel ( Read more... )