i wanted to go to sleep real early tonight, but i cant fall asleep bc i keep thinking about tomorrow. the last day of high school. the last day of 13 years of school is TOMORROW. i cant comprehend it. it doesnt seem real. its gonna be sad. there is a picnic during out last period class...so everyone is all together when the final bell rings. and ( Read more... )

i hate how i lied to my friends earlier this year about one thing only to keep from hurting people but then people found out that i was lying so i looked like an idiot AND ended up hurting some people and i hate how now they think i lie ALL the time just bc i lied ONCE to protect something. ughh ( Read more... )

X-FEST was out of control! despite all the DRAMA that is going on now bc of that night...i had a good time! but i will never again drive 12 of my friends while they are drunk and high anywhere ever again. insane! i was so exhausted-got home at 2am and then woke up at 5 for school.....then that night (friday) was Grad Bash at Universal. i had such a ( Read more... )

i've learned that things change and people change. and it doesnt mean you try to forget the past and cover it up....it simply mean that you cherish the memories and the good times and move on....just keep moving on ( Read more... )

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wow, prom was amazing! i cannot even describe to you how much fun i had! and i stayed completely sober...not even one sip! we went to whits for pictures first and of course, just like every dance, it took like almost 2 hours to take pictures. 34 people is alot! we all pilled onto the limo bus and headed to Carrabas...yum. the dance was amazing! i ( Read more... )

hmm well im definitly in a better mood than i was a few days ago....some people just reallly know how to annoy me! prom is saturday! whoo! im so excited even tho i dont have a hair appointment, a make-up appt., shoes or a necklace yet. yikes! but i dont really care...ill just do my hair and makeup and the rest i'll take care of tomorrow at the mall ( Read more... )

hmm well i had an okay easter weekend....saturady i hung out with ilana and we went to the mall to get stuff for prom and then we ate at Jason's Deli with some other friends. it was fun bc we all used to always go out to dinner sophomore year and just talk all night...so it was kinda like the old days. :) then yesterday i went to ft. lauderdale to ( Read more... )

work sucked today, but its ok bc i have the next 5 nights off. :) on my way home i almost got into a major car accident and was freaking out. i almost had to pull over bc i was shaking too hard. i hate dumb people! so this afternoon i volunteered at gulf elementary with the youngings. it was fun. then i get an interesting call from Justin. and we ( Read more... )

omg SWAMPEE called me!! i havent talked to him since valentines day when i was at FGCU. and that was before i knew he was SWAMPEE! ughh. it makes me sick. anyways i havent actually talked to him yet....im waiting for him to call me back. i wonder what he's gonna say...?? well im gonna go cus im on the tellie with katie!