my stomach hurts. nice way to start, aye? i think so. today was exceptionally good. i think i like being at school sober more than i ever have! i took two fucking tests, today, one for anatomy/physiology, and one for humanities 5-6. i think i did "ok". i'm sure i did better on my science one, rather than my humanities. oh, well, i got all ( Read more... )

well, i'm a little better, today, for some reason. there was a little more positivity floating around me. i wish that could be every day. but, i don't think i can ever be completely again. well, unless my sister and i resolve things. which i doubt. she's like my dad; she thinks of me as still a child.

well, today was great! it was the most unproductive day, ever! i hate getting stoned. then, why do i? hell, if i know. i don't know why i do half of the stuff i do. like, cry over assholes. oh, and, i'm upset. i'm just not happy with shit. i feel like a big blob that no one cares about. i mean, i'm sure some people do, but i'm not ( Read more... )

i have not much to say. my life hasn't been very out of the ordinary or exciting, lately. well, i have gotten caught smoking like 3 times this week. but, i swear it's not from me smoking. the damn willow house coats me with the damn stench of cancer stick smell! sure, i did smoke, but still. not even enough to make myself reek that badly. ( Read more... )

well, today sucked. i stayed inside and sat around all day, but then i went to my sisters house and sat around there. on the way to my sissy's humble abode, i saw my old pal, something girl name. she called me over, and we talked. i asked her for her name, but i forgot, obviously. she asked me if i still talked to this one girl that we once ( Read more... )

Yep, I'm neglecting my live journal. I don't know why. I think it's because I discovered this cool thing called MYSPACE. I go on that at least every other day. But, uh...Now, for my emoness. If you are wondering how I'm doing, well, "eh". I'm just in one of my fazes where I hate everything. I am sick of being a reject. I'm sick of family. ( Read more... )

well, i'm sorry for not posting. i was, actually, not able to. every time i would try to, it would end up saying that i was only allowed to read entries, and not update. oh, well. saturday, i went to my papa's b-day party. it was pretty fun cuz we did karaoke and played horse shows, but regardless that if we did nothing, i still would have ( Read more... )

Well, I'm here at The Willow House ditching. I came with Dara, her friend, Derek, and some other of our pallies. It's gonna be fun, hopefully. Well, I'm gonna go. TOOTLES!

Damn, all I can think about is Terena! I fucking like her too much, and it's bad for me. I know she doesn't like me, and that's what kills me! I just hope that some how she sees this and thinks about it. She has to like me at least a little bit. I wish she would just give me a chance. Only Willy knows how much courage I had to build up to ( Read more... )

What is there to say? I really don't know. This whole post is just for the sake of posting. Just, wish me luck that I get all the money to go see the farewell Rocky this Saturday. TOOTLES!